also my other fanfic is going to cross in the story so yeah
also there's info about this story in the other one lol
Why did I push him away. Oh wait, maybe because I thought I was doing the right thing. Am I?
"IM A FRICKING MESS!" I scream into the bed. "GAHHHHH!"
"Mind if I come in?" Calum's voice comes from behind me. I glance up from the comforter I have been suffocating myself with.
"It appears you already did."
"So, what just happened?" he take a seat on the edge of the bed.
"What's wrong with me?"
"Nothing, I hope."
"I don't know anything."
"You know how to be a good friend."
"Sure." I say unenthusiastically.
He smiles and I admire the crinkles around his eyes as he chuckles. "Well, bud, you are gonna be a good friend and tell me what's going on."
"Nothing."
"There's something going on."
"No there isn't."
"Something with Luke and you." he says softly.
"I'm confused." I sigh.
"About what?"
"What I want."
"What do you want?" Calum says with conviction.
"I don't know."
"What do you want?"
"Calum, we aren't recreating the Notebook." I smile, amused.
"I knew you would smile." he sticks his tongue out. "Anyway, what happened in here?" He furrows his brows, slightly turning his head to the side.
"Luke kissed me." I breathe out.
"What?" his voice raises, sounding shocked.
"Yeah and he said he likes me." I whisper.
"He has a girlfriend." Calum frowns, "I may be iffy on her but still that's cheating."
"I kissed his back," I close my eyes, falling back onto the bed. "I feel so guilty."
"He kissed you first though, so it's mainly his fault." Calum says.
"But still." I cry out in frustration.
"Well do you like him?" he asks, looking me straight on.
"Clam, we both know the answer to that question."
"Okay, well Luke should break up with Arz and then start something with you." Calum shrugs.
"The tour starts soon and I am afraid it won't last."
"The tour or relationship?"
"Relationship."
"I think you underestimate Luke."
"He's dating Arzaylea; I sorta thought that relationships weren't his forte."
"Huh, I don't know. He's good to me." Calum shrugs.
"CAKE ALL THE WAY!" I giggle.
Calum grins then winks, "You know it."
"I have a feeling everything will be fine."
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Okay so I was very wrong. Luke felt bad and told Arzaylea that he kissed me but apparently he worded it so it sounded like I kissed him. What a man... Note sarcasm. So now, Arzaylea sends me daily text messages telling me either to have a "great day" or to "stay away" from Luke. I have been having wonderful days filled with hanging out with Cashton and Malum. And that means I am staying away from Luke. He might have said he liked me but I am not sure that was correct.
We just arrived in Japan. Greyson was right next to me from when we got off the plane till we were at the hotel. He's wonderful. I sort of feel bad that I rarelt get to spend quality time with him. I mean I only see him when we are around other people that are yelling at me.
I have spent a lot of time with the boys, as most would already know. Michael convinced me to go to a Pokemon store with him. It was very fun... especially since I have never seen/read/been interested in Pokemon...
I am extremely excited for the tour. Our first show is tomorrow...
I'm praying it sounds good, feels good. Also that is sounds live, feels live.
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Luke's POV
Why is liking someone so difficult? Why do I even like Mason? Why can't Mason Elise Prince leave me alone?
Oh wait, she has left me alone for days. But it makes sense. I have been a little annoyed with all that has been going on. We f***ing liked each other. Sure, I have a girlfriend but that could be easily taken care of...
She's so funny and gorgeous. She lights up the room just by smiling. Ugh, she's so damn cute. The way her nose scrunches up when something is funny, or the way she loves to laugh at Calum's jokes even though they suck balls. Her being friends with my friends is a bonus.
I seem to constantly compare her to Arzaylea. I don't even know why. Maybe because they are so different. I just don't understand.
Maybe the tour will be a good distraction.
GUYS THESE R KILLIN ME
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