Lost in Love (Formerly known as We Can't)

Gone

     I packed the necessities. Clothes. A bush. Money. My lightsaber. A blaster.
     Than the wants. A small scrap book of been keeping since I left Jakku. That would be all I had left of this place. My diary I had been keeping since I was first left on Jakku. The pages were worn out and there were parts with smudged ink, but it was memories. Noticing the book was almost full I picked another notebook that was empty off my shelf.
   I packed toiletries and stuff like that. I thought about what else I could need it want. There was nothing I could think of. I remembered my doll and rebellion helmet. Both memories I couldn't let go of. I tossed them in the bag and zipped it up.
  Now it was time for what I dreaded most. The goodbyes. I wasn't actually going to say it. I was going to write nots to the most important people in my life.
Dear Dad,
      We haven't been together for too long, but the time we have, has been amazing. It was so nice to have a father and I'm going to miss everything about you.
   I know you will try and find me, but please don't. I want to become strong in the force, and by running away I know that I will. Thank you for being a great dad.
Your Sunshine,
Rey
   Now for another one.
Dear Leia,
Thank you for being the closest thing I have ever had to a mother. You don't know how much that meant to me. It was nice to be able to talk to you about girl stuff, which I had never been able to do before.
   Most of all thank you for being so easy to look up to. You are the best aunt a girl could ask for. Thank you.
                                         Rey

Than Han.
Dear Han,
     Thank you for being such an inspiration in my life. You are the reason I can fly. Course, right now, I bet that is kind of unfortunate.
    Thank you for your human and straight forward ness. You were always such a joy to be around.
                            I'll miss you,
                                 Rey
Now I had the hardest one.
Dear Finn,
       Where can I start. I love you. Ok. There I said it. I wish it didn't have to end this way, but now that I've admitted my feelings, I have to escape them. Running is the easiest way to do it.
       Finn, you were the best thing that ever happened to me. You are about 100 percent of the reason I left Jakku and found myself, my talents, and my family.
    You had this love for me that I couldn't find in anyone else. That night I was likely drunk you cared for me. I will never forget you, your love, and us.
                            Love,
                          Rey
I placed each note in an envelope and sealed each one shut and wrote the names of who they go to on each letter. I placed them on my desk. I planned to escape that night. It was currently 7:45. I decided to have my last real dinner for a while.
               A few hours later
It was 2:39, the perfect time to go run. I quietly snuck out my window. My backpack on my back, I made it to the ground than started towards my ship. Not until after leaving the atmosphere, I decided to figure out where to go.
   I thought for a while, before deciding on Tatooine. I knew my dad grew up there and would not want to go back. Its similarities to Jakku would make it easy for me to survive. I was now free, but was I happy?