I lied to myself
For no one else
but you
And it was never true
Until i saw you
Then it felt worth it
I lied to myself
To keep you happy
Trying to be so good a friend
id fuck up my heart
Just for you
Not sure what love is anymore
I tried to keep a friend as happy as i could
But it never worked
Lies create sorrow
Sorrow creates depression
Depression creates madness
Madness creates me
I corrupt
I ruin
I lie
Until i see
That i lied to me
I lied but not to you
The lie i wore told only the truth
The mind it hid told the lie
The lie became the mind
But the lie came off
And now i am exposed
To myself and the world for what i am
A liar
A caring liar but a liar none the less
I lie to myself to suit your needs
And is that not in itself a form of love?
But not the one you wanted
I wasn't the guy for it
I will always love you
But now i know its true
For this love is not black put not a vibrant red
A friend if you will keep me
Though i understand if you hate
After all, i was the liar
I lied until the lie became the truth
Then the lie unwraveled
And the lie became a lie again
I became the one thing i hate most for you
A liar
