why the fuck
Did i choose you
I could have gone after any girl
There were plenty wanting me at school
Was it your body
Your wit
Your bravery
Or was it them
The people who told me so much
I was in love with you
The people who convinced me
I wanted nothing but you
I could blame the others
But i know in my heart
It won't bring me any justice
Just leave me full of rage
And add to an eternal pool of hate
I Should get over you
But while theres the slightest chance
That you want me
Ill deny everyone else
You could have anyone you want
So why am i surprised
You didnt choose me
I'm an emotional fuck up
With voices in my head
But you were fucked up too
And it made me love you
