it barely even seems like effort
im not really trying am i
i think i gave it up ages ago
and hey she did too
and now its gone
forever destroyed
lie a cracked bone
strongest broken by itself
and ruining my mental health
and now here i sit
forever wondering
did i do something wrong
could i have stopped it
or was it locked in the grid
being left alone
its really pure torture
where nobody seems to see
that you're really just screaming
all while you keep running
never quite loving
and slowly breaking
