Blatant narcissim
Suits my tendencies
But selflessness
Can also be rewarding
Suspicion kills my relationships
But it might just save my life
And ya know that lack of guilt?
Its almost fucked up my life
Ive lost my traction
Flirting with death
And its fatal attraction
The narcissim is there
Some say psychopathy too
But thats all good
For the heir of rage
Or am i a knight
controlling your emotions
Becoming your emotions
Its all quite the same
But no matter what
Itll get me the blame
And it all ends with pain
Friends that think im insane
Friends that cant handle it
Friends who cause me pain
Friends who cant handle the implications
But what do implications matter
When the hormones and the flesh
Take control of my senses
Honestly then ill take anybody
Get me in the mood and ill take everybody
But i want somebody
But shit what does that matter
After all i deserve the world on a platter
And ive gotten close to assult and battery
But i can escape with a bit of flattery
And of intimidation, just a smattering
But this up down life of mine
Is turning on its side
And going from left to right
They all say something new
Sometimes never again
But they always say something id never say
And all they want is to come out and play
But they cant play in the rain
So on and on we go
Every few days its a life brand new
And then its back to darkness
Back to shadows
Back to isolation inside my mind
But take a good look and you might find
What drove me so mad the first time
