its very clear to most
however much i try to hide it
or convince myself
that i dont feel it
but as always i fail
because im open book
anyone can read me
but you have to see to do it effectively
only the one i wish could see
cant read me
or maybe is just as afraid as i am of what it could be
this emotion is really quite deadly
controlling it never comes easily
but once you can its horrid
once its gone you're good as dead
i hate myself for it being them
i promised again and again
i could never see them
well i always was an oath breaker
except the one i made for her
i tried to keep it closed
but the pages unfold
and its all revealed
to all but the subject
its probably just gonna be another reject
