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Chapter 8

Lexi's POV

Oh my god. I've never felt so good before. Finally the girl I've been waiting for is in my arms. She fell asleep almost instantly in my arms as I ran my fingers through her hair. I made sure the blanket was wrapped around us well so she would stay warm. I closed my eyes and just as I came close to falling asleep I heard a voice at the door "Alexis." I opened my eyes to see Rachel walking towards me. I made sure both our bodies were covered before whispering "Be quiet you'll wake her up." She scowled at me before whispering back "Is this some sort of revenge? Because I left you for Ally?" I can't believe this. I replied still whispering but with a bit of anger "No this is not fucking revenge I love her and she loves me. Not everything is about you." she scoffed whilst shaking her head then replied " You knew I loved her. You knew but you still came onto her as soon as she breaks up with your brother.You don't really love her." I clenched my jaw and tried not to shout as I replied quietly "Don't you dare say that I've loved her ever since I first set my eyes on her-Why else did you think I wouldn't tell you who I was in love with? huh? And for your information she came onto me." She looked puzzled and sort of hurt. After just standing motionless before replying "She came onto you? Like she made the first move?" I sighed and checked Holly was still asleep planting a soft kiss on her cheek. I whispered back "Yes. She also broke up with Matthew because she was in love with me. And she asked me to be her girlfriend." She flinched when I finished and started to reply "But I-" I cut her off sternly yet quietly "No don't even say it. Don't. You are with her fucking sister. You and her have no chance so you better get over her. I asked her if she was being open about our relationship just to piss you off and you know what she said?" She shook her head and let me continue "She said she wants you to know that she wants to be with me and to make it clear to you that she will never want you. She said other things too but they aren't relative to you. But she said it herself. She will never want you. Get that into your fucking head. I'm sorry for being harsh but you need to know. Your girlfriend is in her room probably wondering where you are." She looked back at the room as a tear fell down her cheek. She wiped her eyes then said with pure fury "I get it. I'm going back to my girlfriend now. Whom I'm going to marry." She turned away and walked back into Ally's room and I heard her say politely "Hey baby sorry about that I was just asking how things went at the station." Ally mumbled something then told her to get back in bed. I turned back to Holly and lay us down carefully with out waking her and keeping the blanket on us. After kissing her cheek I quickly drifted off to sleep. I love this girl.

"Morning sunshine" I opened my eyes to see Holly facing me now wearing some underwear. "Good Morning" I replied quietly before leaning and kissing her softly. I pulled away and rested my forehead on hers. She slid her hands around my waist as I whispered "Can we just not go to school today?" She giggled at me and pulled me close before saying "We've already missed half the day so what's the point?" I let out a small laugh before connecting our lips. We kissed so gently and it was like time froze. I pulled her hands off of my waist and stood up letting the blanket fall off of my body. I could feel her eyes burning a hole in my ass but continued walking away towards the bathroom. I turned on the taps in the bath and put in bubbles and bath salts. I headed back into Holly's room and crawled onto the bed over her. I took off her bra then pulled off her pants as we kissed. I got off the bed keeping our lips together then helped her up. I slid my arms around her waist and slipped in my tongue as I lead us to the bathroom. The bath was almost full so I shut off the tap and pulled away from Hol as I climbed into the bath. I opened my arms and she climbed in sitting between my legs. I ran my hands up and down her back the water soak into her skin. I picked up a sponge and started to clean her body. She fell back into my arms and washed my legs as I started to wet her hair. I grabbed the shampoo and started to massage it into her hair and she turned around to do the same. We washed it out then just lay in each others arms soaking for a while.

After around 10 minuets of chatting we decided to go back to bed so we got out and we dried each other off then headed for bed. She climbed in and I soon followed hesitantly. I was starting to think about my parents and how I just left yet they haven't tried to contact me. "What's wrong?" I was snapped back to reality and turned to Hol. She had a concerned look and put her hand on my back. I felt my eyes sting and could feel the tears coming. Holly pulled me into her arms and started rocking me. "Shhh it's okay. Speak to me." After a few sniffles I looked up to her and said "My parents don't care. I've been gone 3 days and they haven't tried to come get me or anything." She pulled me closer and kissed my head before replying "They probably want to give you space. I mean they just found out that their daughter was being abused by their son under their own roof and didn't know." I guess she could be right but it doesn't mean that they shouldn't be worried. Maybe Matt told them I'm gay. But then again Mum knows about me and Rachel. Before I could continue overthinking Holly pulled away then crashed our lips together. I kissed her back and let it happen and put my arms around her neck. She ran her hands up and down my sides as I lay on top of her. I felt ecstatic with love and passion as our mouths moved in sync.

After a while she pulled away slightly and whispered as she stared into my eyes "I love you so much." I looked back into her eyes and kissed her lips softly before replying "I love you so much too." a smile stretched across her face as she buried her face in the crook of my neck. I rested my head on hers and we just listened to each other breathe for a while until I heard a knock at the door. Holly crawled out of my arms with a sigh before grabbing a dressing gown and heading down stairs. I got up and started to look for another gown when I heard the door open. "Where is she?" I heard a deep voice say and instantly knew. It was Matt. I heard the door close as Holly said in a loud voice "No don't you dare go near her!" There was a crashing sound as if something had been knocked over. I heard Holly whimper and footsteps coming up the stairs. "No!!" Holly's voice was coming from down stairs which means he's coming. I threw on a gown and just before I could do it up he came barging in. He looked me up and down and realized I was naked. A look of horror and anger shot across his face as I did up the gown. "Why the fuck are you naked?" He scowled at me. I backed away to the corner of her room and said "Why are you here? You shouldn't be allowed anywhere near me." He laughed at me and replied as he slowly stalked closer to me "Oh hunny, that's not until we go to court. And that won't be for weeks..." He edged closer and closer until he was standing virtually on top of me and he gripped onto my shoulders hard and squeezed. I winced at the familiar pain and shut my eyes as he lifted his arm. I shut my eyes not wanting to see what was going to happen. He took one punch to my stomach and I burst into a fit of coughs. He raised his fist again and went to take another swing but I felt him loosen his grip and let go. I opened my eyes to see Holly digging her elbow into his neck as he was gasping for air. She had a look of fury in her eyes that I had never seen before "What did I say would happen if you came near her again?" she stated clearly. He shook his head and she kept her elbow in place as she pushed him towards the door. She threw him to the floor and walked away back to me and started to kiss me all over my face as she held me in her arms. "Oh my god are you okay?" She asked with worry. I kissed her lips softly before saying "I'm just fine. Are you okay?" She kissed me again before saying with a smile "As long as you are." I buried my face in her neck as she rubbed my back. "I don't believe it." We pulled our heads up and looked towards Matt. He sat up slightly and said "I always knew there was something wrong about you. You never screamed my name like the others did. You only breathed heavily. I wanted so badly to turn you on but I never could. And that's saying something. You're fucking aren't you? How could you desire me when you have been fucking my sister." I went to speak but she cut me off "Actually no. We aren't just fucking that's a bonus. Lexi is my girlfriend. And I didn't desire you because I love your sister because I only realized that on Monday. I never desired you because I never loved you. Not even one little bit." She looked away from him and brought her lips to mine. Matt looked genuinely hurt by her words but I guess he deserved it. He caused me so much pain so it was only fair. I squeezed her waist then pulled away before saying "Before you start having a go at me, please know that I didn't make the first move. And I don't think you're going to get what you wanted so I think you should leave now." I pulled Hol close to my side to show we would protect each other. I think that if Holly hadn't just told him she never loved him he would have probably fought back but instead he just stood up and walked away. I hate my brother but I felt kinda bad for him. She turned back to me and went to kiss me but I backed away. A frown fell upon her face as she said "What's wrong?" I sat on the bed and ran my fingers through my hair before saying "What have I done...."