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Chapter 18

Holly's POV

I miss Lexi. She's been gone a few hours and I still haven't heard anything. Ally and Stevie have been sitting in the lounge with me and Ma. Ally was sat in between Stevie's legs all cuddled up which made me miss Alexus even more. She should have called by now. Why is it taking so long? Surely they should be done now? I guess I need to stop being so clingy and just get some patience, after all she's probably stressed out and stuff. It was kinda nice to be back with the fam but it didn't feel right with out her.

I checked my phone to see no missed calls and no messages. It was almost midnight and my baby still wasn't home. I don't get why this is taking so long. I just want her back. Safe. I knew I shouldn't be up too late so I rolled over and tried to sleep. It felt like I was back with Matt. He never wanted to hold me when we slept. All he wanted was to fuck then sleep without me bothering him. I was just an object to him. And now he's going to go to jail. For hurting my girlfriend. Fuck I want her so bad.

I woke up at 7 and rolled over expecting Lexi to be back. But she wasn't. I needed to get ready for school but I also needed to see my girlfriend and find out where she is. Ma walked in and sat down next to me as I cried. She put her arms around me then added "You aren't going in today okay? I'm going to look after you until she gets back okay?" I nodded then got back comfy and soon fell back asleep. Where the fuck is she?

Lexi's POV

Thank god that's over. Matts been sentenced for 6 years and by the time he gets out he'll have no power over me. I checked the time: 7:36. Fuck I was in there all night. Holly must be worried sick. I quickly headed to school. I missed 1st period but just in time for 2nd. I sat in my normal seat but noticed Holly wasn't there? Then the register was being called and when her name was called a girl said "Absent" I shot up and ran out of the class. The teacher shouted at me as I left but I kept going. I ran towards her house with a quick stop at the shops to get some flowers and chocolates. I walked as fast as I could home and knocked on the door. Ma opened up and instantly hugged me. I hugged her back as she said quietly "Thank god you're safe." She pulled away and took the flowers n chocolate off my and told me to go to Holly. I walked upstairs and opened the door to our room. There she was. Her pillow was soaked and there was so much pain clear on her face. I took off my clothes until I was left in just my underwear. Slowly, I edged towards the bed and carefully got in behind her. I put my arm around her waist and held her hand as I softly kissed the back of her neck. She let out a big sigh then held my hand tightly. She shuffled back into my body and whispered as a tear ran down her cheek "I missed you so much" I kissed her neck again before replying "So did I." She let another sigh then turned around to face me. I kissed her lips ever so softly then rested my forehead on hers. I closed my eyes then let us fall asleep how we are supposed to. Together.

I woke up to see Holly playing with my hair and running her hand up and down my waist. "What time is it?" I asked groggily. She replied without breaking her gaze "3:30" I smiled then leant in to kiss her. She kissed me back then said as she pulled away "How did it go at the station?" I gave her a few more kisses before saying "Bloody brilliant, Matts been sentenced to 6 years." She lit up and jumped onto me. I giggled at her and said "Tonight I want to take you, Ma, Ally and Stevie out for dinner, on me." She smiled then kissed me softly. She nodded then got up dragging me with her. I tried to grab a gown before I was pulled down stairs but she thought I didn't need to and I should flaunt my body so I did. We walked into the lounge and Holly nudged me to speak. I turned to Ally and Ma and said "Um I had some good news and to celebrate I'd like to take you all out for dinner tonight and I'll pay. Also you can bring Stevie if you want to Al" They smiled then said happily "That's a lovely idea, thank you very much Alexis, We'll go get ready now and text Stevie. What's the news?" Holly intertwined our hands then kissed me before replying before I could "Matt has been sentenced for 6 years." They looked confused then Ma said "I'm sorry, why is that good news?" I was about to reply calmly but Holly spat at her mum "Because now he can't hurt my girlfriend anymore." I rubbed her back and whispered 'Calm babe calm.' I then turned to Ma and said softly "I'm sorry, my brother was sent down for physical abuse towards myself. He is why I no longer live at home." They both rushed towards me and hugged me right before apologizing multiple times. I simply smiled at them then told them to go get ready.

Me and Holly made out for a while before heading upstairs to change but by the time we were all ready, it was almost 7. I was driving everyone there in Hols car with Ma in the front with me and all the girls in the back once we had picked up Stevie. I took everyone to a posh pub in the country side. Everyone loved their meals and they definitely love me now haha. The meal was quite expensive and Ma kept on trying to pay some but I wouldn't allow it. Stevie and Ally were acting slightly weird all night and I'm not sure why but we all got along well. Once we got back to the car, I set off driving home and asked "Is Stevie sleeping over or am I dropping her off?" it all fell silent for a minute before she said "Whatever." I nodded and headed straight home. I'm not certain but I don't think Al n Stevie are actually girlfriends. Maybe that's why they were acting weird.

I pulled up onto the drive and Ma opened the door. We all walked into the lounge and sat down. Holly sat on the sofa at first so I pulled her up and then sat her back down in front of me and started rubbing her back, whilst we talked to everyone. At one point Ma turned to Ally and Stevie and said "So Stevie, you have made my daughter very happy I can tell you now. She just non stop talks about you!" Ally went bright red and hid her face in a pillow whilst Stevie replied "Really?" We all nodded apart from Ally and the bogged smile spread across her face. She looked at Ally then said softly "Well I can't stop thinking about her." Ally slowly lifted her head up then looked at Stevie before mouthing 'Really?' she nodded and sighed. Al froze for a minuet or two before jumping up pulling Stevie up with her. She pulled Stevie into her side then kissed her passionately before saying "Fam, this is Stevie...my girlfriend" We all smiled and laughed whilst Stevie looked like the happiest person alive. Holly cleared her throat then stood me up and said the same thing "Fam this is Alexis...my girlfriend." We all laughed then headed for bed.

I walked in our room and turned around to say something to Hol but she pushed me on to the bed. She bit her lip then seductively crawled on top of me. She stopped above my lips and placed a hard kiss on my lips before adding "You didn't think I was going to actually let you sleep now did you?" She connected our lips then started to kiss me we started to pull off each other's clothes. She ripped my pants off with her teeth then started to suck on my clit. Fucking hell she was doing so well I started to cry. My back was arching as I gripped onto the duvet. She gripped onto my ass as I tried to escape her grasp. She pulled me closer until I reached my peak. She trailed kisses all the way back to my lips leaving marks as she moved. Our lips moved in sync as I rolled over so I was on top. I did exactly as she did and made her tremble. She let out a massive groan as she reached her peak. Just as I was making my way back up to her lips Ally walked in naked and said out of breath "Guys seriously, I'm trying to make love to my girlfriend and all I can hear is you guys. Please just try keep the volume down a bit like muffle it with a pillow or something that's what we've been doing." We pulled away and said in time "Sorry Ally we'll keep it down." She thanked us then trotted back to her room. I crawled back to Holly's lips and started making out again. She slapped my ass as I gripped onto hers.

We made out for a while longer until we were really tired. We crawled under the covers then I went to hold her but she stopped me. I pulled a confused look and went to turn away from her but she grabbed my hand and stared into my eyes. She didn't say anything, she just stared. I opened my mouth to say something but she cut me off and said "I love you. More than anything else in this world. And nothing else matters as long as you're by my side." I smiled at her then kissed her softly before saying "You know I've felt that way since the day I set my eyes on you." She shuffled toward me and held me. She kissed my cheek then whispered "I think I did too, It just took me a long time to realize that." I sighed then said quietly "Did you honestly never get any signal that I was in love with you?" She stopped and thought for a moment. "Well not really. I noticed that whenever we got changed in front of each other or I was naked you sometimes stared but I never really thought anything if it because I did the same to you but the difference was I don't think you ever picked up on it." I did pick up on it but I thought it would be best not to tell her that. I kissed her softly then said "It's just because you're so hot it sucks you in." I pulled her waist towards me then kissed her softly again as we closed our eyes. We soon drifted off to sleep.