Famous // Luke Hemmings

Bali

*Macky's POV*

Well, my face is back to normal. I got my tooth pulled out and I'm drunk. We were back home in Sydney at the granny flat. "We should go to Bali in Indonesia" Ashton said.

I laid on the ground looking at the ceiling balancing a beer bottle on my forehead. "We have six weeks to breath from all this. We should go" Calum said kicking my bottle over.

I rolled over and looked at him "You owe me a new drink." I took his drink and sat on the bean bag with Luke "Come on, we have the money."

Luke just sighed "I don't know, what are we going to do there?"

"More tats!" Calum said "Come on, it will be fun. Just get one with meaning."

"Sight seeing, parties, relaxation, and stuff. Come on it will be fun. Don't be such a kill bill, Lucas" Ashton said laughing.

I laughed and laid my head on Luke's shoulder "Please. The guys could bring their mates, some other people could come along. Come on Luke, what's stopping you?" I said.

Luke just sighed "If I say yes you'll tell me what's wrong?"

I didn't say anything "Nothing's wrong, Luke." They all just looked at me douting me. Okay, honestly there is something wrong, but I don't need the guys working about it. It's not like they could help these stupid nightmares go away. For a while I been getting nightmares of Mum coming home, the beatings coming back, my parents arguing, and always ends up with me being alone. The endings usually end with me running away, dying, or standing at someone's funeral. I lost all my appetite and lack of sleep. "Okay, there is but it doesn't matter."

They all sighed and I got up, I walked back inside the house and sat on the couch. I stared at the ground and everytime I let my mind go blank, everything flashes back. The screaming, crying, and beatings. I lived in a broken home and no one really knew.

The spot next to me dipped down "Do you wanna talk about it?" Luke asked me. I never told Luke about Mum, just that she's in jail because she was a public disturbance. I just pushed it all to the side, as long as I didn't sleep or think about it; I wasn't bothered by it. I shrugged and Luke didn't say anything.

"Well, let's get ready and go to Bali then" Calum said walking in. I got up and went to go pack some clothes in my room. I went to Ashton's room and he told me to pack enough for a month.

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We got to the house in Bali we rented and it was absolutely beautiful. I picked a room that had a balcony with a good view of the area we were at. Luke got a different room, but most likely he was going to stay there. He was mad at me because I wouldn't talk about my problems to him, it was stressful because I didn't know how to put it into words.

We landed pretty late here, so we just relaxed at the house. I sat in the living room with my acoustic guitar coming up with a song, just about everything that happened lately in my prefame life. The guys were in their rooms, I walked out to the balcony of the living room and sat in this egg swing chair. I just sat there looking at the view and next thing I know tears are falling down my cheeks.

When will the pain stop? More tears fell, my head in my hands, uncontrolable breathing patterns, and my chest was hurting.

I left the balcony and headed towards Luke's room. I just wanted his comfort. I put my hand on the handle, but I didn't turn it. I let go and walked towards my room crying into a teddy bear with Luke's shirt on it.

*Luke's POV*

Macky wouldn't talk about her problems to me. I was so irritated because I knew it was bothering her physically and mentally. Ashton and I went out to buy some food and beer. "Dude, let Macky be if she doesn't want to talk about don't force her. Think about, she always tells us; maybe she just can't find the words" Ashton said letting us into the house.

We walked in and I went to the kitchen "I just want to help her... It kills me seeing her like this..." I mumbled. Ashton patted my shoulder and I opened a beer "I just love her so much, I just want to take away all her pain..." I took a long swig at my drink and sat on the stool. I saw Macky walk in from the balcony and headed towards my room. She was about to open it, but just let go of the handle and walked to the opposite side of the house to her room. Did I lock my door? No, definitely not.

I looked at Ashton and titled his head gesturing me go to Macky's room. I got up and walked over to her room, I could hear her crying being muffled into something. I knocked "Babe, it's Luke. Could I come in?" I listened and nothing but sobs. It literally made me tear up, I loved her so much that her pain killed me. "Babe? Macky, can I talk to you?"

She was quiet and I heard some shuffling, then the door opened. Macky stood there with puffy red eyes and looks like she given up on life. Nothing, just a light blue grey color. She stared at me and hugged me tight from the waist, I pulled her closer and kissed the top of her head as I rubbed her back. We walked to the bed and her head was on my shoulder.

I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her "It will get better soon..." What am I even suppose to say to that? "If not now later." I laid us down and we cuddled, Macky didn't even talk about what was wrong. She cried herself to sleep, I was just frustrated that I couldn't help her with her problems.