Famous // Luke Hemmings

Week 5

*Macky's POV*

Well, hiding from Luke was the hardest thing ever. I can't even tell him about being pregnant yet, I don't even know how to. It really sucks, if I tell Luke it's going to be a life changing moment.

I can't even take care of myself, but I mean I could take care of Dylan and Brooklyn. Bringing a life into this world, I have a reputation and responsibility here. I'm suppose to be at parties and getting drunk.

"McCoy?" a nurse called me. Nanny and I followed her to a room, I sat on the bed and Nanny on a comfy seat near me. "Hi, so do you know how many weeks you are?"

I took in a deep breath "Hi. Uhmm, probably about 5 weeks now." She furrowed her eyebrows at me "What?"

"Uhmm, honestly your pretty big compared to other mothers at five weeks. Maybe you have twins, can you lift your shirt up?" I did what she said. I looked at Nanny and my eyes started getting watery.

My heart was racing and I was ready for a break down. The nurse applied a cold gel on my stomach, then start moving the scope on my stomach. I looked at the monitor and there was two palm size black spots. "Twins?"

The nurse nodded and talked about it and how often I have to come back. "So will the father be coming to the next appointment?"

"How do I tell my boyfriend about this? I'm not ready to take care of another life, even two" I said nervously.

The nurse sighed and cleaned my stomach "You love him. Honestly, 65% of the time the spouse is so happy they're left in tears and starts getting excited and babies you. 35% they panic and run off especially because your young. 10% of the 35% comes back after processing this. The other 25% never comes back." I nodded and she handed me printed pictures of the ultrasound "How long have you guys been together?"

"Two years and five months... " I said and looked at the picture of the ultrasound. "It's there any options I have? With the babies?" Ya, I want kids, but not now. I sat up and put my jacket on.

The nurse sighed and faced me "You have multiple choices. Abortion within weeks 6-22. Going through with the pregnancy then putting them in the system closed or open. With open you and your spouse is allowed to see them, closed we take them as soon as birth. Last one their yours." I looked Nanny and she just nodded. "A lot of teens, think they want an abortion, but when you come more often and see the development they end up wanting to keep the baby."

I sighed "Uhmm, I'm and influence to teens and kids. When people find out I'm pregnant, it's going to ruin me. It's just-"

"This is your life. This will be your family, you can't let people stop you from being happy. Let me tell you something sweetheart. I was 16 when I had my first kid, he's a handsome seven years old boy. Then when I was 20 I had a girl, when I was 16 I wanted to have an abortion. I was all alone, no one. Now, looking back at it, I was the kid to party, drinking, and reckless. I had to let all go, to rise my boy and I wouldn't trade it for anything." I nodded and she showed me pictures of her kids. "It's worth it, the stress, tears, and panics because they're yours."

I sighed and handed the pictures back "My life is going amazing. I have a band sighed to a record label, we just finished our tour around the country, and I can't do this."

The nurse nodded and we left the room. I helped Nanny walk and headed to my car, my chest was heavy and my eyes got watery. "Respiro , Mackenzie [Italian: Breath, Mackenzie]..." Nanny cooed, rubbing my back.

I let out a deep breath and tears fell "What do I do?"

"What do you want to do?" I shrugged and stared up the car as I wiped the tears off my cheeks. I grabbed sunglasses putting on and giving another to Nanny. "You don't need to give up something you want because you're scared of people opinions" Nanny rubbed my arm.