Famous // Luke Hemmings

Nightmares

*Macky's POV*

We all got out of the car when we drove up to my parking spot. On my way picked up Matt and Addy, Cameron, Nash, Carter, Luke, Calum and Mali, and Linda. Since when was I a taxi driver? We all headed to the B building where our lockers were. Luke moved his so he had one right above me, I grabbed my books and closed it.

Almost everytime I would catch Luke staring at me, then he would turn away smiling. "So, what are you doing today? It's hot out and it's half day" Luke asked as we walked down to the library.

I shrugged "I'm not sure, hockey was cancelled, and I have free period and test all day. Why? Is that your way of asking me on a date?" Luke just lifted his quiff up and put his hands in his pocket. "I'm available after school."

Luke let put a shaky breath and I looked at him confused "Stop, you're making me all nervous. I don't want to mess this up." I smiled and he rolled his eyes "God, why do you have to be so amazing and cute?" I laughed and Luke wrapped his arm around my neck.

God, this boy will be the death of me. I got shivers and butterflies everywhere. "Well, we could go to-"

Shawn walked in front of us and I looked away "Can I talk to you?" I felt Luke tense up and pull me closer. "Macky, please."

I took in a deep breath "I'll see you in class, Luke. Don't worry about it." Luke nodded and took my books and duffle bag. I looked at Shawn and we just awkwardly stared at each other. I looked around waiting for him to say something.

"Why don't you talk to me anymore? Do you hate me? Are you and Luke a thing now or something?" He said quickly.

I just shrugged to him in response and leaned against the railing. I honestly knew my answers to him were bullshit and would probably upset him. The look on Shawn's face was so sad, he walked up to me and put his hand on my waist. My heart started racing like crazy "Shawn, don't..."

He got closer to me "Why not?" he whispered and I could barely hear him. His hand moved up.

" 'Cause I like Luke..." I said. Shawn backed up and dropped his hand from my waist. I saw Shawn's jaw clench tight and his eyes got watery. I looked at the ground, I didn't even know what to say to him now. "It's just. I, uhm, he's-"

"Ya. I get it, I'm your best friend and if we date we don't know how it would end and you don't know what you'll do if you lose me. Then I screwed everything up from there, and I wasn't there when you needed me. It's always going to be Luke now..." Shawn said cutting me off. I looked away, my hands in my back pockets, and bit the inside of my bottom lip. "You know what hurts?" Shawn's voice cracked and his eyes were watery.

I felt bad, I freaking stupid. I don't know. Shawn called the police on my mom and didn't even talk to me after. I told him how I felt and he just walked out without a word about it. "Shawn... Stop."

"It's watching the person who made you so happy, be happy with another person. It hurts a lot, Mackenzie" Shawn said as a tear dropped.

I looked at the ground and my eyes got watery "When we went camping, it was hard to be happy when everytime I looked at you I felt like the worse person ever. When I was smiling and laughing with Luke, then I looked at you was the most painful look in your eyes. Everytime I look at you, I see someone who screwed me over not my best friend, I had had some much trust in you and you messed it up." A tear fell from both of our eyes "We both won't get what we want, looking at you crushes me inside, but when you look at me you see your world. I look at Luke and I see someone who caught me from falling and makes me happy. I don't want to let myself be miserable because you are watching me, my life been downhill and Luke has been making it stable for me...."

We just stood there looking at each other and I couldn't think of something to say. Next thing I know a gun is being pointed at my head with colones on Shawn's surrounding me. My heart was racing and little red dots were pointed at my chest "If I can't have you no one can."

*Luke's POV*

Last night we all just hung around the Bali house with us four. Macky fell asleep in her room all sprawled out on the bed, I slept on the big bean bag thing. I woke up in the middle of the night hearing someone kinda shouting things. Definitely not the TV, I went back and there was a loud scream. "What the hell?"

I ran over to the noise and opened the door to Macky's room. She was sweating, some hair sticking to her forehead, eyebrows furrowed together, and the blanket on the ground as she squirmed around. "Nooooo!" she screamed, I jumped a little. I shook her arm and her eyes shot open fear written all over it.

"Babe?" I said softly looking at her, she was just patting her body like she was looking for something. "You okay?"

I reclined myself on the bed so my back was on the headboard. Macky's breathing was heavy and uneven "I... Uhm... I need to get some air." She got up and left the room and I followed slowly behind, we got to the balcony and Macky looked out towards the view of the sun rising. "You love me, right?" she said out of nowhere, my head shot towards her quickly "Could you just give me an answer please."

Was she second guessing me? I rested my hand on hers "Of course I do. I love you so much."

"How do you know?" Macky looked down at our hands. "How would someone know what they feel is love?" This definitely has to do with her dream. "All I know is that my heart races like crazy everytime I see you, exactly how it did when we first met. Time slows down and what matters is you and me, you make want to be alive when I'm with you."

I pulled Macky close to me with my arms around her waist "Everything about you lightens up my day, your smiles, laughs, and silly jokes. The way you talk about things you're fascinated with is amazing. Everytime you kiss me my lips feel a tingly each time even though we kissed millions of times. Every touch sends shivers down my body, the way your body fits into mine, every look from you drives me crazy, and knowing you're mine makes my life infinity times infinity better. You make me happy and you're my baby and I'll forever love you. Everyday is better when it's with you and I can't imagine life if you weren't in mine." I looked down at her as my forehead rest on hers "I love you, baby girl" I kissed her lips and pulled her closer.

"I love you too, babe" she pecked my lips one more time and hugged me. "Can we go back inside..." I nodded and scooped her up in my arms as we walked back into the rental Bali house.

What was the dream about?