Famous // Luke Hemmings

Alone

*Luke's POV*

We finally got home from a fed and looking at a couple houses. Macky got in the shower and the rest of us just did whatever to keep ourselves entertained. For a while we went swimming for a good hour and I was hoping Macky would be done by then, but she was still in the shower. Then we spent some time cooking something to eat, still not done. We wrote one terrible song, still not done. Finally we watched TV and I was getting bored "I'm gonna go see what she's doing." I got up and headed to her room.

The water was still running and I saw a puddle coming from under the door. There was no noise and I kept banging on the door. Ashton and Calum ran in and looked at me "What happened!?"

"I don't know!" I said back trying to open the door. Calum pulled me to the side and kicked the door open. I froze when I got the first sight of her.

*Ashton's POV*

I looker in the bathroom and there was water everywhere. Macky laid in the tub as it overflows, not moving or anything. I grabbed my phone and dialed 911 " 'Ello! Ya, my friend she drowned in her tub and I think she took some pills!" I gave her our information and we took her out of the tub and wrapped a robe on her.

I looked at Luke and he stood in the same place the whole time. I watched Calum walk over to him and they talked.

*Calum's POV*

"Luke? Mackenzie is going to be fine, come on she needs you to be there for her" I said putting my hand on his shoulder.

Tears fell from Luke's eyes and he just cried in silence "Why would she do this to me?"

I sighed and hugged him "I don't know.... I don't know..." If Macky died she wasn't just leaving Luke, she was leaving everyone, the band, her friends, her life. "Come on you need to be with her for when she wakes up" Luke nodded and we followed the ambulance to a hospital. There was police and everything outside our house and people taking pictures as the police blocked them off.

*Doctor Grey's POV*

I was paged to the E.R. and I waited wit Derek, Dr. Bailey, Doctor Torres and Christina. "Okay what are we waiting for?" I asked.

"These a kid who they believe tried committing suicide. Drown in her tub after an overdose of pain meds. This kid is Mackenzie McCoy" Doctor Bailey said. My jaw dropped and I saw an ambulance and a car pull up. "No pictures, no autographs!"

We ran up "Yang call security we need to have this place locked down. People don't need to know about this. This stays between all of us, keep it on the DL!" I nodded and followed the stretcher inside.

Mackenzie McCoy tried to kill herself. Mackenzie McCoy. I saw the other three members of her band standing there in tears "I'll talk with them, I'll be right back."

"Is she going to be okay?" They asked immediately.

I nodded "We'll do everything we can. You guys could stay in this room for more privacy. You should call any family or close friends, just in case."

I'm assuming Ashton, he walked up to me "You can't let her die. Even though this looks bad, we're all we got. There's never going to be other Mackenzie McCoy."

I nodded "I had a friend who was everything, the glue that held our group of friends together. He died saving someone else live, he literally threw himself in front of a bus to save the person he didn't know. I know what it's like, I'll find a way to save your friend." I walked off and headed to the room.

The kid was flat lined "We need to heat this kid up. Get some warm fluids! Warm blankets! Warm anything!" Doctor Bailey instructed us as she gave Mackenzie manual CPR since the shocks didn't work.

Derek stood at her head looking at her "Come on kid. You're not dying, not tonight. Come on you have a big future ahead of you. You don't get to leave all these people behind. Come on fight." He was talking to her and freaking put. He took over doing CPR.

I look at the monitor "She's 82.6 now!" I yelled as her body temperature rises.

"Derek. Derek it's over" Chief said softly pulling him away. Derek kept going "Doctor Shepard!" Derek reluctantly backed away and tears fell.

"Time of death-"

Derek ran up to me body "You don't get to cheat life!" He pounded on her diaphragm hard and her heart beat came back. We froze and looked at her.

Woah.... "Temperature is 85.9" I said.

We got back to work and put a tube in her throat to help her breath. I stepped out and it's already been two quick hours. I headed to the of her band and they were all pacing around the room. There was also a bunch of other celebrities and people.

"Where is she? Is she alive? I need to see her!" They yelled at me.

I calmed them down "Yes she is. I have the best doctors in this hospital stabilizing her now. When she stabilize you could see her, but for now get some rest."

They all sat down and I looked at them and saw one of there still crying their eyes out. I walked over and patted his back, he looked up at me and there was so much pain. "Why would she do that? S-she's everything to me. If she died I would never get a chance to say goodbye or tell her how much I love her and how she changed my life. We been dating for three years almost and I can't lose her" tears fell and I sighed.

I looked at him "You know you two remind me of my own relationship. About last year, I was doing a crazy pit day at the docks. I was helping a man and he freaked out and accidentally pushed me into the ocean. I was fighting my way out gasping for air and at one point I felt there was no reason to fight it, so I gave up. I let myself drown and I died. My boyfriend saved me after sometime and the doctors working on your girlfriend saved me. Now my boyfriend he was so confused and everything that he had no clue what to do."

He leaned back in his seat "She can't keep fighting can she?"

"At some point you either win or lose. If you better advice talk to my husband, I'll have him come over here if you want" I said patting his shoulder.

He shook his head and I nodded in return. "What happened to my sister?" A little kid said with an Australian accent as I was about to leave the room.

I sighed and crouched down to his level "She's just really sick right now. When she's all better you could go and see her."

*Luke's POV*

I sat in a room full of people that knew Macky well, when they told us she was good a lot of them left. It was only me and the boys, Shawn and his family, and Macky's family. For about a good five hours total before Doctor Grey came back and brought us to a room.

I sighed and leaned against the doorway and my chest felt heavy "I can't do this."

"What?"

"I gotta go" I stepped away from the room and Shawn came up to me.

He looked at me "What if she wakes up and your not there? You are one of the first people that she's going to want to see. I get all this is crazy and stuff, but she needs support."

I sighed and leaned on the wall across from Shawn. "I'm just- Where didn't his all go wrong?" I said looking into the room. Shawn shrugged and stood next to me.

"I really don't want to be here. I known Mackenzie as long as I could think, all I know is that I was some loser kid with no friends. When Macky moved in the neighborhood, it was a new start she didn't know me at all. I became friends with her even though she didn't speak English at all, I barely understood a word she said. We grew up together, I don't want to see her died either, not now. This is death and every died, all we could do is not let her be alone." I looked at Shawn and tears fell from his eyes as his chest was rising and falling quickly. "We were together for everything. You two are together..."

I just stood there and Shawn went inside the room sitting at the foot of the bed. All I want to know is why?