Famous // Luke Hemmings

Love Me Hard

*Macky's POV*

Two days ago Luke proposed to me. Honestly his boy makes me the happiest along with Ashton and Calum. One thing that has gotten in our way is the one and only Arzaylea, I just don't like her that much. Am I jealous of her yes, I should be she's absolutely stunning and a good thick.

I'm just me. Dirty blonde hair, crazy tattoos and piercing, I have jelly rolls when I sit, and I tried to kill myself two years ago. There's nothing special.

Wanna know what happened this time? Words and pictures are coming out of Luke and I engaged, but I don't care. I want the world to know that I'm blessed this with handsome man- child. Last night him, his brothers, and the guys went to Night Guys Club.

There's pictures of him and Arzaylea leaving, her arm linked with his, and they're smiling. Fucking Luke cheated on me!!!! That's what happened.

How is he going to propose and not a week later he cheats on me. What am I suppose to do? I committed four damn years of my life with him.

Ever since I saw the picture and I popped all over the internet, I packed all my stuff and flew out to New York and stayed in a cabin up in the mountains.

I can't believe this. I just stared at the wall, drank, excersiced a whole bunch, and cried. I felt so lonely, I am alone though.

I haven't touched my phone ever since I got here. I took a swig of Hennessy out of the bottle and Luke was calling, I stared at it and turned my ringer off then flipped it so I couldn't see the screen.

"Fuck!" My bottle was now empty and I grabbed the keys "I need more." I grabbed my phone and Calum was calling, I answered it as I got in the rental car.

"Macky! Where the hell are you!?" Calum yelled through the phone. I laughed at him "How is this funny?"

I shrugged to myself and started the car "I don't know. What's up, Cal Pal?"

He just groaned "You're drunk. Where are you?"

"Not in Cali for sure. Yes very much drunk, but I need to get more drinks though" I mumbled and got on the freeway.

It was quiet on the line "Are you kidding me!? You're drunk driving! What the hell is up with you?"

I quickly made my way to the liquor store and walked in. "Nothing is, but Luke" with that I hung up on him. I grabbed five Hennessy bottles and paid for it "Thanks man" I put it in a brown bag and walked out.

Paparazzi were snapping pictures of me and I covered my face "Where's the rest of the band? How is it being engaged? Where's Luke?"

"It's okay, I guess I'm happy. Bye" I got in the car and drove off. I got to back to the cabin and threw my phone on the couch, then open a bottle.

I sat there and stared at the blank TV screen. I grabbed my phone and looked through my contacts. Shawnsty. My thumb hovered over as I debated whether or not to call him. I just ended up not calling him.

Love. Popped up on the top of my screen. I clicked it and a bunch of text popped up.

Love: Where are you?
Answer my calls please.
What happened?
Baby? Are you okay?
Just tell me your okay. I'm loosing my mind here.
What's going on?
How are you just going to answer Ash and Cal? Not answer mine.
Stop drinking. Ill come get you. Tell me where you are
Okay... Just know I love you so damn much
Good morning. Baby come home soon
Today the guys and I wrote a song.
We need you. They do too
Where are you?
Macky!!!! Please just let me know your okay
Baby, I love you. I just need to know you're okay.
Mackenzie, my baby... I love you so damn much that words don't explain how much I do. If you want space I'll give it to you, I just need to know you are okay. I can't live without you, when I proposed to you that was the very first day we meet. I purposely bumped into bc I wanted to talk to you. Baby just say something, I'm scared I'll never see you again or you don't love me..... Please

Tears rolled down my cheeks and I knew something with these photos were wrong because he hasn't apologize. Usually he apologize right away.

I don't know. The picture was real. I went on Twitter and scrolled through my timeline. Two hours ago Luke put up a very long video.

I clicked and instantly tears fell just looking at him. Luke's eyes were red and puffy, pale, his hair was all messed up, and tear stains. "I don't know right now. But please stop making rumors or whatever it is you fans do. It doesn't just mess with my relationship with Macky, but it messes with the band. We were together even before the band started and I love her so much. It's been almost been five years. If you think you been here from the start, Macky been here since school and it's been us. You guys take things out of content and make it bigger than it actually should be. Just for the love of god don't hurt her, make her feel bad for being happy, or ruin her. If you want do it to me, don't do it to her. Macky doesn't deserve this. I'm dying seeing her like this and I haven't seen her for a bit or even heard from her. I just need to know she's okay. Just stop, please..." Luke cried and the video ended.

I took in a deep breath and stared at his face. "I love you too, baby..." I whispered.

I grabbed my phone and I got a text from Shawn and a couple miss calls.

Shawnsty: I know where you are. Got back to LA. Luke is freaking out and hasn't slept ever since you left.
Macky he didn't cheat on you. Yes, they went to the club n Arzaylea ended up being there. They talked that's all their drunk, nothing happened.
Macky I was there believe me.

I looked down at the two rings around my finger on my left hand. I have to believe him. I need to.

I called Luke and not within one ring he already answered. "Macky?" His voice was scratchy like he lost his voice.

"Hi Luke... I'm in New York..." I said softly.

He sighed "Why did you leave me?" When he said that it broke my heart badly.

"I- uhm. I needed to think about stuff. Just so much going on" I lied. "It's just I needed to get myself together."

"I miss you, when are you coming home?" He spoke softly and I heard the pain in his voice.

I didn't say anything. What was I suppose to say? I need to get away from you because I thought you hooked up with Arzaylea. Psst. We saw each other everyday and spoke for hours together. So disappearing out of the blue and not talking for days kinda makes us panic.

"I'll be home soon. I miss you too baby, don't worry about me" I said to him and drank some more.

I could hear him sniffling "What did I do to you? Your not happy with me anymore?"

I sighed and clenched my jaw "It's I was drunk and mad at you. It's just- I saw those pictures of you and Arzaylea together. I knew you would never cheat on me, but a small part of me believes you'll leave me for someone better. I spent almost 5 years with you and I'm scared I'll loose you... So I ran..."

"Babe... I would never do that to you. It's always you. I'm in love with you. Just come home to me now, baby" Luke said softly

"Okay. I in love with you too."