the story of us

memory lane

what am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
I texted Cody and told him Ricky was back in town and what was somewhat said between us. He said that he'd be over in the morning, he knew I needed someone.
Bailee and Paige were coming over for a quick drop in. When the got here the both immediately hugged me. We sat down on my bed and talked. I explained everything and I think we all practically cried...
"My favorite memory of you guys was in 7th grade summer when you guys went to Disney with each other's family and your snapchat stories were so amazing" Paige said half smiling. "Because you were happy. Really happy" she said and a tear ran down her face.
"My favorite memory was how mad you'd get when people called you Mrs. Garcia" Bailee laughed. "Kidding! I think probably when we went on a field trip in 7th grade, since we were all in the same homeroom, you sat with him on the bus and you guys were listening to music and you both sang along to flo rida... Your faces gave me life" Bailee laughed. "I wanted what you had" she laughed.
"What's your favorite memory?" Paige asked me. "I think when his aunt got in a car accident and he came to me and said I'm the only person he wanted to talk to. That was our point of omg were best friends and nobody is gonna come between us, we need to be there for everything past this point" I said and smiled. They both smiled.
We sat for a minute of silence and it all ran threw my head. Next thing I knew I was balling. They both had there arms around me. "He always saw my fake smile.. He always hugged me... He was just.. My everything and now.. Now he's gone" I kept balling. "I can't loose him, I can't" I said crying. I was a mess.
At 12:50 my mom got home and we went to bed. I had a room with bunk beds, so we all had our own bed. Although I cried some more...