the story of us

the worst

I wish I could go back to page one...
We pulled up to the hospital and I slowly opened the door. The street was wet from rain the last several nights. However, this storm felt different. It wasn't the way it was suppose to be, at all.
I got out of the car and fixed my grey shirt that said Nike in white, straightened my leggings. Wrapped myself in my sweater and pulled my hair out of my face. I took a deep breath and codys hand.
I had my phone in my pocket and, I honestly hoped that Ricky was here. We walked in and we asked the worker were brookelynn Elizabeth was, room 164. We walked up to the room and as soon as I got off the elevator I saw Bailee standing there.
Eyes red, a skin tight grey shirt and black leggings. He long brown hair was pulled back in a messy bun. As soon as she saw me she cried again. I ran over to her letting go of cody's hand. I hugged her and we both cried. "What... What happened is she okay" I said threw my tears. Bailee looked at me but was still hugging me.
"Her cancer is back" she said with her voice cracking. "Are you serious" I said and she shook her head. We hugged each other again. After several minutes we stopped hugging. After I wiped my eyes I saw Ricky.
Ricky. Standing there with tears in his eyes. It hurt to look him. It freaking hurt because all I saw was my best friend. My everything. That I had lost. I saw every memory we had, the good the bad, the perfect, the hideous.
      I broke down in tears. Bailee wrapped her arms around me and Paige had come to the hospital as well, and she had her arms around me too.
This was the saddest group hug we'd ever had.