the story of us

Feelings

I still love you.
Ricky was staring at me. "Your asking me to love you again?" I said and my voice cracked. It was silent. "How do I do that?" I said. "How do love you again when I haven't stopped?" I asked Ricky.
Ricky hugged me. "Your my home Ricky. I can't not love you" I and he hugged me super tight. "So this means it's us again? It's not you, it's not me," Ricky paused. "It's us" we both said. He kissed my forehead and hugged me again.
"Now that we talked about that... Your gonna hate me Chloe, but" Ricky said scaring me. "But what?" I asked. "Cody." He said and looked at me. "I love Cody, Ricky. He's my boyfriend." I said confused. "That's to problem." Ricky said. "Yeah it is Ricky." I said and Ricky looked at me confused.
"You realize that Cody makes me happy right ?" I said and wiped my tears eyes. "I know Chloe. I know, but I thought I did too" Ricky said and started crying. "You left me Ricky" I said looking at the floor. "I'm sorry Chloe. I left you for your own good." He said. "I'm sorry Ricky... I can't do this anymore" I said walking back to the door.
"Okay. But looking back at this, I'm not the one who walked away." Ricky said I looked at him. "Excuse me" I said. "You left me a whole year! You left me Ricky. I don't leave people, I get left!" I raised my voice.
"Ricky I lost you once and I don't wanna loose you again. But i can't handle this I really I can't. Please just, please" I said and went inside.
Cody stood up and had his arms out. "Come here baby. Come here" he said and I hugged him and burst into tears. I heard Bailee say "aw" witch made me sadder. "Let's sit down" Cody said and he wrapped his jacket around me as we sat down. He just hugged.
I felt different. I felt loved. Cody had always loved me, but this time, he made me feel loved.