What is Stronger Than Love? (Shizuo Heiwajima X reader)

(Chapter 10) Stay Away From Shizuo Heiwajima

NOTE: (y/ln)=your last name
            (y/fn)=your first name
            (y/ec)=your eye color
            (y/hc)=your hair color
            (y/hl)=your hair length
            (y/w)=your weight
            (y/fc)=your favorite color
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The headline of the mobile article read:

"The past between Shizuo Heiwajima and (y/fn) (y/ln)"

The picture accompanying the article was an image of the crime scene seven years ago.

Forms or Raira Academy students' uniforms were sobbing. Police and ambulance stood beside the wreckage of a truck.

The truth was out.

--- Shizuo's point of view ---

He stared at the screen shellshocked. He wanted to move. He wanted to tear his eyes away from the horrors he viewed. Yet the past had caught up with him and (y/fn).

"She was the most beautiful and most popular girl in school, the big hearted rising star loved all in the school; including the black sheep of the herd, Shizuo Heiwajima. However her kindness would be the near death of her..."

Images of the crime scene that made headlines when it happened seven years ago began to play.

The old recording aired again.

"I'm Matsumoto Kiko reporting live outside of Raira Academy where school social butterfly, (y/fn) was badly injured. Her condition is not known however it is known that she hangs in the balance of life and death after being struck by a truck by one of her classmates."

Shizuo was shaking. His body quivering, his eye twitching, his jaw tightening, his teeth grinding against one another as he clenched his fists until his knuckles turned Snow White.

"I didn't mean to," he shouted in his mind.

"It was an accident," he screamed internally.

"I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT HER!"

No one ever listened to his side. No one. He was always the bad guy. The monster who couldn't love. The beast who had struck his beauty down. Even in his own mind, he doubted himself.

Anger was rising in him, however he was angry at himself.

Finally he began his outburst for Celty and Shinra to view.

"I should of known," the blonde raged.

"I SHOULD OF KNOWN THEY WOULD DRAG IT OUT!"

He slammed his fist into the wall beside him. Dry wall and sheet rock caved under his fist.

"Way to go Shizuo," he criticized himself, "you really thought all would just go back to normal?"

"IM A MONSTER! A FUCKING MONSTER!"

He turned to Shinra who was watching him with wide eyes behind his glasses.

"She was afraid of me! She was! When I saw her at the train station; you know what she did," he huffed and his bangs fell into his eyes,"

"SHE SCREAMED!"

"SHE FEARS ME! EVERYONE DOES! AND I WAS THE IDIOT THAT COULDN'T RESIST! I HAD TO FOLLOW IZAYA'S LEAD!"

Shinra and Celty both looked to each other...

"Izaya,"

"HES THE REASON FOR ALL OF THIS! ITS HIM! I SHOULD OF LEFT HER ALONE! I SHOULD OF-"

Shizuo's phone began to ring.

The caller ID flashed, "Tom"

Rather than answering, he hurled his phone at the opposite wall, really in no where in particular, and let it shatter into a million pieces.