Gone

Chapter 18

After Jongin was gone, Kyungsoo continued to read the paper handed to him by the chairman but before he can get the paper back to his hand, Luhan went in and saw him holding the paper.

"Have you read that already?" He said expressionlessly.

"No." He replied shortly but nervous.

"You have done the same tests before right? I guess you can understand the result pretty much than others." Luhan grab the papers from his hands and flip the pages.

"No, that cant be-" His voice stammers.

"Right, Listen to me carefully and understand what Im telling you. Please don't react immediately and try to understand it okay?'

Kyungsoo stayed still looking at Luhan reading and explaining the paternity result to him. His ears seems to reject the word "positive" and "matched". Luhan sighed deep he felt that Kyungsoo's system is rejecting the fact that he already found his long lost father. The father he is looking for during those long years. He found him now. No, his father found him. But why? Why? Why he has to be Jongin's hyung? No! He has done their separate DNA test with Jongin but why their specimen didn't matched? Luhan stands up and give him a light tap on his shoulder.

"Doc, can I ask something?" He said. Voice trembling a little bit.

Luhan held his breath. He has to take away from this chaotic family but its too late to back out. He is too much involved already. He sighed and looked into Soo's eyes.

"What?" He coldly said.

"Why is it that mine and Jongin's DNA didn't matched?" His last hope, his last grip of hope has died.

"They matched Kyungsoo. I did the test myself together with this paternity exam." Luhan coldly replied.

For the rest of the seconds after Luhan said that, Kyungsoo slowly shake his head. His body is beginning to tremble and his eyes is slowly tearing. He bit his lower lip, forcing the cry to stop inside but the amount of tears flowing out from his eyes are now. His gasps for air, his chest is congesting, he can't breathe. Luhan was gone but he is still looking at the door. Gripping on the sheets on is bed, silently shouting the rejection of the facts he heard.

"No." These can't be real. He has to see the result. But he saw the result of the paternity test. His and Kim Won's DNA matched. Kim Won is his father and Jongin's father too. Theres no way he can hide that fact.

He cried until his eyes hurt. Suddenly the door opens. It was Jongin also catching his breath.

"Soo." He ran to his bed and he stared at him blankly.

This man, this guy he loved the most and he is his younger brother.

"I have to rush dad to the emergency room. He suddenly collapsed. But the doctors are now attending him." He said holding him on both of his shoulder. He just realized that he is crying?

"W-wwae? What happened?" The sudden surge of nervousness hit him.

"I told him about us." Jongjn lowly replied.

Kyungsoo gasp for air. His chest becoming congested again. He did not stop his tears to fall down. He looked at his precious Nini.

"It will be fine Soo. Don't cry."Jongin gather him in his arms. He did not refused his hug. He must not know the truth yet. But he knows it. He never know what would be is reaction if he will learn that they are siblings. They have made love several times. They made promises and whats worse, he loved him more than he should felt for a brother. His overflowing disappointment at how this world battered him flow thoroughly through his eyes. His body shaking in desperate amount of pain, beyond his imagination, beyond humanity. "Don't be guilty Soo. We can make it through as long as we love each other."