Just Friends / Namjin

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Jin's POV

- 5 years later -

I waited for Joonie outside his house since he was still getting ready for school and soon enough he appeared. His platinum blonde hair complimeted his eyes as he smiled at me and engulfing me in a tight hug. I hugged him back eagerly, smiling like an idiot.

"Ready to go princess Jin?" He asked poking my cheek.

I love it when he calls me that. I have to keep up my act though.

"Hey I told you not to call me that" I answered trying to avoid his gaze since my cheeks were heating up.

"But you're adorable and practially look like one" Namjoon told me walking to the direction of the school.

Dammit Namjoon. You're making it hard for me not to kiss you right now.

"Whatever" I pushed him slightly. He chuckled and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I smiled at the ground feeling my whole body tingle.

It's been five years and I still have feelings for you Namjoon. The sad part is you don't even know.

I sighed deeply as I kicked a rock out of my way.

"Jin what's wrong?" Joonie asked concerned filling his voice. I grew scared but it soon washed off as I came up with a lie.

"Eh I guess I'm just scared I'm gonna fail one of my exams and I really can't afford that right now. Plus what if we don't take the exam in the same classroom? Who's gonna send me weird faces throughout the test and giving me the answers?"

"Ah Jin don't worry! You've been studying this whole week you'll be fine! Besides it's not like I'll give you my knowledge. It's too valuable."

"If your knowledge was that valuable you'd be in a private school jerk" I laughed.

"Shut up I was having my moment" Joonie pouted but soon turned into a wide smile.

His pearly white smile could light up this whole world without a doubt.

"Race you towards school!" Namjoon suddenly yelled running towards the building.

"We're already Junior's Joonie grow up!" I shouted but soon joined in. I panted as I finally caught up to him.

"We're Junior's Joonie grow up!" Namjoon mocked with a smile. I rolled my eyes but gave him a smile.

It's things like this that make me fall even more in love with him.

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Namjoon and I sat in the back with Taehyung, and Jungkook not paying attention to the teacher as we had a sub today. I was glad since now I had more time to talk with Namjoon. Jungkook and Taehyung were too busy in a heated argument anyways. Something dealing with which song of Big Bang's was better but I didn't pay much attention to it.

"Jungkook are you serious?! Bang Bang Bang was their best single!"

"TAEHYUNG I SWEAR TO GOD."

I shook my head at the two and decided to stare at Namjoon's pretty pale face. The way his pink plum lips stood out complementing his oh so ever brown eyes. Pretty soon his gaze was on me as he broke out into a smile.

Why can't he be mine already?

"Why are you staring at me like that?" he asked with a sly smile.

"Oh u-uh nothing! I just ... nevermind" I pouted looking away from him.

Even though I want him I know he'll never want me.

Who would want a pathetic little shit like me anyways?

"Kim Seokjin. Look at me" he said in a stern voice. I didn't budge as I kept my gaze on the glass window. He sighed deeply while mumbling a please. I couldn't resist any longer so I turned to face him tears threatening to fall.

"Jin there's something wrong. I know it now please tell me. You can always trust me" he spoke softly as his hand stroked my cheek ever so gently. I wanted to tell him the truth but I knew deep down I wasn't good enough or it'll just never work out between us. Our friendship was all I had and if that isn't enough then I don't know what is.

"I can't tell you" I whispered as a few tears escaped. He wiped my now damp eyes with his thumb staring at me with sad eyes.

"Don't you trust me? Please tell me you do" he pleaded.

"I do Namjoon. You just wouldn't understand" I cried running out of the class wherever my feet wondered off to.

I found myself climbing up the stairs to the rooftop. I sniffled rubbing my eyes trying to calm myself down.

Why do you keep running through my mind when I know you'll never be mine?

"UGH I HATE LOVING YOU KIM NAMJOON" I screamed dropping to my knees.

I just want you to love me.

"Aw poor Jin still has his little wittle heart in two" I heard an all too familiar voice call.

"Mark" I muttered standing up to face him. It was just him and I which scared me .... a lot.

"It's been awhile my princess. Never knew you'd end up this beautiful" he whispered against my ear. It sent chills all through my body.

"Don't fucking call me that" I told him harshly.

"Now now don't get feisty with me kitten or you'll get punished" Mark said kissing my neck rather roughly.

"Stop!" I shouted pushing him off me. I ran towards the door but Mark had grabbed me by my waist and pinned me to the floor.

"Namjoon!" I called as tears were already pooling out of my eyes. "Namjo-"

I couldn't continue as Mark kissed me shut. It was filled with lust and want.

My first kissed wasted.

I was waiting for the day Namjoon would be my first kiss but I guess now It'll never come around.

It's not like he would kiss someone like you.

There was a pang in my heart because I knew it was sadly true. Namjoon just sees me as a friend and only a friend.

I couldn't help but let a moan slip out as he rubbed our crotchs together. I felt so defenceless underneath him. I felt so weak.

Save me Namjoon.

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