Just Friends / Namjin

18.

WARNING: MENTIONS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/VULGAR LANGUAGE

Also sorry for any grammar mistakes I haven't read it over

Jin's POV

The first thing I felt when I regained consciousness was my head pounding like crazy. After I blinked my eyes a few times to adjust my vision I looked around the room and saw that I was sitting in a bedroom tied to a wooden chair. There was a chair next to me and rope on the ground that seemed to be cut. Confused I tried to think back at the last thing I remembered.

Let's see I obviously went to school like the good kid I am..Namjoon dropped me at Mark's apartment to do a project with him....oh my god.

Did I just get kidnapped? I know I'm good looking but they can just walk and stare not abduct me and keep me as a pet. Well it's best not to panic and see if this pretty brain of mine comes up with a way to get out of here. Then I remembered wasn't Mark with me too? Is that why the chair is next to me? Did he already come up with a plan before me and left me here to die? What a good friend. Before I was about to lose all hope the door opened and revealed a bruised up Mark who quickly came over to me to untie my hands.

"Mark are you okay? What happened?" I asked worriedly. Mark looked at me and smiled which confused me a bit.

"You care about me?" He asked.

"Of course. Why wouldn't I? Friends care for each other don't they?" Mark scoffed and rolled his eyes as he stopped helping me and walk away from me clearly annoyed. I felt myself start to shake knowing I trigger something in him.

He had a stern expression on his face as he said "Is that all you see me as? After all I had to do for you to like me? I've been putting so much effort into this and you're completely clueless."

Still confused and scared I asked "Clueless to what?" Angered, Mark walked towards me and closely stood before me.

"That I'm fucking in love with you."

"Oh" was all I could say as I was loss for words.

"Right from the start I had a feeling someone like you could love someone like me who's broken inside. I thought you could fix me you know? But you just keep tearing me up inside Jin. You keep me running around in circles leaving me to chase my own shadow. Don't you know how that makes me feel!"

Now Mark was really getting worked up which terrified Jin even more than he already was.

Trying to calm down the situation or mainly just him Jin asked "Please calm down Mark. Let's settle this in a calmer manner."

Mark just laughed in his face.

"You don't get to tell me to calm down. I planned this for you to fall in love with me! I was suppose to be your hero. I even hurt myself so it could look real but it was all for nothing I guess" Mark sighed walking to the drawer that was besides the window.

Jin felt his mind spinning at the whole situation. He felt bad for Mark but at the same time Mark was also at fault but Mark didn't want to admit it. Jin closed his eyes and tried to trick himself that this was just a dream. He was almost convinced it was until he heard a gun cock. Jin immediately opened his eyes and saw Mark held a pistol in his hands.

"M-Mark please whatever you do I'm sure we can find a way out of this. We can find a way to help you" Jin begged as he felt tears pour out of his eyes. Jin wouldn't die like this. Not now. He still had a lot to live for and so did Mark. Jin knew if Mark did anything stupid he would regret it and ruin his already fucked up life, maybe even end it. Jin had to save the both of them. Thankfully before Mark had made the ropes lose so it would be easier for Jin to get out of it's tight grip. Patience is key.