Just Friends / Namjin

13.

// WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SMUT //

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Jin's POV

The remainder of the day the boys and I all cuddled up and just talked about random things since it felt like it was necessary. I wasn't complaining as I loved seeing them all smile and laugh; just being happy. I was surprised to see that Hoseok and Yoongi were still getting along despite their rough fight just two days ago. It made me happy that their friendship was valued the most. I also noticed Jimin was very happy too. Something was telling me it had to deal with Yoongi since they both were talking nonstop. Jungkook and Taehyung were having another playful argument and Namjoon had to jump in before it got out of hand. It always seems like those two want to rip each other apart but in the end they just really love each other but won't admit it. I sighed happily as the whole setting around me made me smile.

"Hey princess is everything okay?" Namjoon whispered rubbing my hand gently. "You've been pretty quiet. It's worrying me."

I couldn't forget my Namjoonie. It's like there's always something leading me back to those big brown eyes filled with love and care. It might be hard for us but we never give up on one another because that's just what you do when you're in love. You keep fighting for what makes you happy no matter if it hurts too much.

I pecked his lips gently and rested my head on his shoulder.

"I'm more than okay Joonie. I'm just so happy I don't want anything to ruin this moment" I said.

"And nothing will. Trust me princess" he replied kissing the back of my hand. All the boys coed except Yoongi who threw a pillow at us. Namjoon obviously threw it back even though I told him not to do it which lead into hitting Yoongi straight in the face.

"PILLOW FIGHT" Jungkook shouted throwing a pillow to me. I was shocked that my own Kookie would do this to me. Well two can play at this game.

I threw a pillow at him but sadly missed. I pouted as Jungkook laughed. Namjoon threw three pillows at his direction and all three hit him. It was now my turn to laugh.

"Stay behind me princess I'll protect you with my life!" Namjoon shouted as we now caused a war.

We had separated into two teams. Jungkook, Taehyung, and Jimin consisted of one team then it was Namjoon, Hoseok, Yoongi, and I for the other. We quickly placed both couches away from each other and gathered all the pillows we managed to find in my apartment. At first we were in the lead as we unleashed a full attack on them but then we realized we gave them all the pillows we had. It was now their turn to strike back as we were defenseless.

We went back and forth for a good while until we were all out of breath and just laid on the floor. It was dark out and we all had school tomorrow so I told them to go home and rest. First they refused but then I threatened I wouldn't make them food anymore so they obediently left except Namjoon.

"Babe aren't yo-" I got cut off as a pair of lips were immediately placed over mine. I kissed him back but this was a different kind of kiss we shared. It was a kiss that was filled with lust and hunger. Namjoon pulled away and looked at me with serious eyes.

"Let me make love to you. I know it's so sudden but there's always something pulling us away from each other that I feel like I lack certain things in our relationship. I want to be a better person, for you. There isn't enough words to explain my love for you Kim Seokjin. If I tried it would be impossible because it's just far too big I even surprise myself sometimes but I know I'm the end it'll be worth it. It's all for you, every single thing I do. All the times I didn't have you made me realize how much I needed you there with me. It took time for me to realize it but look at us now. We're here once again and I will do anything and I mean anything to keep us together. I love you princess so please for tonight let me show you that love" Namjoon told me wholeheartedly as he caressed my cheek.

Tears brimmed at the end of my eyes. I was absolutely speechless. He showed me his heart tonight and I'll gladly take it.

I nodded still unable to speak and that's all it took for Namjoon to crash his lips against mine. His sweet yet sinful lips were taking over my conscious. I let out a moan as he bit my bottom lip him taking the chance to explore my mouth. He slipped his hands under my shirt and roamed my body. Every kiss, every touch just made me fall in deeper.

"Jump for me princess" Namjoon whispered into my ear almost making me go weak. I did as I was told and jumped. Namjoon had ahold of my thighs and immediately connected our lips once more. My mind was so fuzzed with the moments that were just occurring I didn't know Namjoon had placed me down on my mattress. My shirt was already thrown somewhere around the room and I felt his lips traveled from my neck to down my collarbones. He gently sucked below it leaving a love bite. I couldn't help but let out a low moan as he found my sweet spot just above my neck. My member was already begging for some sort of friction so I grinded on Namjoon's semi had crotch. He hissed and only moved his hips faster making both of us hard.

"I'm going to make you feel so good tonight" he said with a raspy voice. Namjoon quickly removed my pants and slid my boxers off leaving me exposed. I felt embarrassed and hid my face in the sheets. Namjoon slowly turned my face and stared at me with loving eyes.

"Don't ever be embarrassed about your beauty princess. You are a masterpiece; my masterpiece."

Namjoon took off his clothes his hard member slapping his toned flat stomach. He took out a bottle of lube and coated three of his fingers.

"This will only hurt a bit princess" Namjoon told me as he gently entered one of his fingers in me. I winced at the sudden pain but knew this was just the beginning of it. He then entered his second finger trying to find my sweet spot and soon I yelped as he had found it and let his last finger enter. My hips buckled up to him as my member was in need to be released. Namjoon chuckled at my struggle and coated his member quickly. Before he did anything he kissed my lips but this time the kiss was filled with so much passion and love.

"I love you Kim Seokjin."

"I love you too Kim Namjoon."

He then placed his member at the tip of my entrance and slowly entered me. I grabbed ahold of the sheets and shut my eyes tight the pain being unbearable. Namjoon checked if I was alright and slowly moved in and out of me. He kissed my lips yet again taking my mind off the pain and surprisingly it was working.

"F-faster" I croaked breathing heavily. Namjoon followed my command and speeded up his pace. I was already at my breaking point and couldn't hold it in any longer.

"I'm g-onna come."

"Come for me princess" Namjoon replied. All it took was those four words for me to be released. Soon after Namjoon let out a groan and released in me. He quickly cleaned us up before laying downside me and pulling me into his chest.

"Thank you for letting me love you" Namjoon said kissing my forehead.

"Thank you for loving me" I answered burying my head on his shoulder. I am probably gonna be sore in the morning but that didn't matter to me because all I ever wanted is right here beside me.

We both held each other afraid that'd we'd lose each other even while dreaming. I can't lose him again. Not no more. I may be small and weak but that won't stop me from loving the one thing that means the most to me.

I promise.

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ITS BEEN A MONTH AND I CAME BACK WITH SHITTY SMUT BUT FLUFF AT THE END YAY

I STAYED UP TILL 2 IN THE MORNING FOR YALL EVEN THO I HAVE CHURCH LATER I NEED THAT HOLY WATER FAM

I was gonna write more but I'll save that for the next chapter :)

aNYWAYS THANKS IF YOURE STILL READING THIS BOOK YOU THE REAL MVP LOVE YOU GUYS XX