Before the night falls [n.h]

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

It was already late and I didn't have a thing to do. So I guess I'd go to sleep. Now I bet I can sleep better now.  

At least that's what I thought. The next morning I woke up at 6:25 a.m. cause I couldn't fall back to sleep again. Nightmares. Hate those. I only get it when I watch horror movies which didn't happen last night. The thing that has bugged me the most is now solved. So these shitty nights would've stopped by now, but it didn't. Maybe, I needed to settle down a little. As it's morning I'll just go for a walk and come back later. The girls want to hang out with me and so do I with them.

I wore my baby peach, long dress and put on my black ballerinas. I put my hair in a bun and I didn't put any make up on. I didn't look that stylish, but who cares? I was ready to go.

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I felt much better. Being by yourself, thinking about life, breathing fresh air. Just being out of my problems.

I came back home at 8 a.m. Not sure if Cara and Heather were awake. If they are, cool let's go have some fun. If they're not, even better cause then I don't need to tell them where I've been. There's nothing wrong or bad about it, but I don't want to hear them telling me that I should've not left without them. I'm full of drama.

 They were sleeping. First good thing that happened this month. A couple of minutes later they eventually woke up. Good.

"Good morning," Heather yawned and so did Cara.

"So where're we going?" I asked, kind of excited. "Secret." Heather nd her surprises. This never turns out good. "Please tell me." Cara grinned, "If we tell you then it's not a surprise." I moaned. Heather slightly pushes me guiding us to the car. They were planning something. I knew it. I only hoped we weren't going to a club.

An hour later we stopped in front of a very big building. On the building was a very big poster with 5 familiar faces, One Direction. Oh god. We were going to the TMH concert. Niall once asked me if I wanted to go to a concert of them, but of course I refused. I couldn't believe it. I saw  things in Cara's hand. 3 tickets and 3 backstage passes/meet and greets. You must be kidding me. I bet Heather's mum bought them for us. She pays everything Heather wants. That's why Heather doesn't care of the bad things she does. Anyway.

Heather had a big smile on her face and took my hand, "C'mon, let's have some fun this evening." There's when I woke up out of my thoughts, "No." Heather had a confused expression on her face, "Wait, what?" I stuttered, "I...I...am...ehm..." Shit. I couldn't find an excuse for this. "Yeah, what I thought. Let's go." Heather said while leading us to the long queue there was. Minutes felt like hours, but finally we got inside. So many people, it really amazed me. It must be a great feeling standing there on the stage looking at all these people.

We three were now holding on to each other. We didn't want to lose someone. Every time we got more closer to the stage that's when I realized we had front row tickets. Dang it. I only hoped Niall wouldn't see me.

Suddenly you only could hear screaming. 5SOS appeared and played their songs. I only knew the lyrics of 'outta my limit', 'heartbreak' and 'try hard'. The vibe was good and I felt better. I should relax more and let myself go. It's a concert. I might find an excuse to not go to the meet and greet then everything would be fine.

One Direction came on stage. Niall looked so happy it made me smile also.  Everyone was happy really. Little things was next and the boys started to get ready. They sat on stage and Niall was practically in front of me. If he could see me in the crowd? Anyway I just put my hands in the air and swung my hands slowly left to right to the sound of the music and sang the lyrics of the song.

Later on the concert was over. I went straight to the bathroom and stayed there for a while. I told the girls where I was going of course. I didn't want to lose them as here are so many people. Obvious.

Maybe if I stay here the girls'll go to the meet and greet without me. Here are so many bathrooms. so they probably won't find me.

If Niall saw me at the concert? Well he doesn't know I have a meet and greet, so that's not a problem.

Shit. I realized that Niall knows who Cara and Heather are. If Cara and Heather go to the meet and greet, Niall automatically knows I'm here cause I told him yesterday that I want to try and spend some time with the girls. Nevertheless he doesn't know that I told the girls I know him. So he wouldn't ask for me, that's for sure. Still, what should I do now?

After the meet and greet finishes, Cara and Heather'll surely be mad at me and ask me where I was. I don't have time for that. I don't want any more drama with my besties. I decided to show up. I don't care what Niall thinks now to be honest. I rather have issues with a boy than with my best friends. Best friends first. right.

I got out of the bathroom and there were a bunch of girls waiting to meet the boys. I could see the girls standing in a corner waiting for me. Both of them moved in my direction. "Jess, why did you take so long? Half of the girls who had the meet and greet are already gone." Cara said. "Digestion issues if you know what I mean" I lied. Again. It's just a white lie so it's not that bad. Both nodded and understood my 'problem'.

Surprisingly we weren't the last girls. There were two girls behind us. They were talking to each other, so they came probably together.

We were next.