I wake up in the bed with my dad. I get up and i go to the bathroom and take a shower. I get dressed in.
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I brush my hair and i do it like
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I come out of the room and i put my perfume on. Dad and Derek wake up and get dressed. "Em Lets go. Were meeting up with the boys then getting food then going to rehersals." Dad says. I nod. I go out of the room and i walk down to the lobby. Everyone is their. "Hey guys" I say. "HIIII EMMA" They all say.
We get in the car and im next to Skate and Derek. Skate tickles me and im laughing so hard. I am trying to get away to i lean on derek laughing. They are all laughing at me. We get their and derek gets out. Skate is out but he comes over and tickkles me catching me off guard. I fall out of the van and he catches me but i hit me arm really hard. "DUDE!!! OUCH!!!" I say. "Sorry babe, always watch out for me tickling you!" He says. We walk into the restaurant. I sit by Derek and Swazz. "Are they coming with us to the show?" I ask anyone talking about Jai, Beau, Luke, James, and Daniel. "If they want to sure." Dad says
I look at them and Beau says "yes were going to be their".
Skip to when their at rehersals.
We all walk in and i sit down on the stage. My legs dangling off the edge. Derek comes over and sits next to me. "Hey Babe." He says. "Hi" I sigh. "Whats wrong Babeeeee" He says. "Nothing.." I respond. "Tell me whats wrong now Emma" He says more sternly. "Nothing im fine! Really." I smile at him. The boys practice and they have a meet and great. Im walking around and this one girls pulls me to the side and says to me "Your such a slut. Why are you even here bitch? Your dad dosnt even want you. You should go die. Do us all a favor. Please." She says meanly. I go and i run into the green room. I break some glass. I run to the bathroom and i cut 10 times on my wrist. I slide down the door and its locked. I put my head on my knees and i cry. I know it was just one girl but between Jess her and hate over twitter i just snapped.
I hear foot steps coming closer to the bathroom. "Come out now please. I need to piss before the show starts." skate says. I clean up and i grab the small piece of glass and i put in in my pocket. I come out and skate grabs my bad arm and i flinch. He looks at me concerned. "Emma? What did you do?" He asks slowly. I shake my head tears go down my face. He rolls up my sleeve and gasps. He pulls me into a big hug. Dad comes in "Why are you hugging her and why is she crying?" He asks. "She cut her self" He says sadly. Dad pulls me to the side. "Why?" He asks me. "People are being mean and hating on me. And just Jess." I say truthfully. "Dont do it again baby girl. Please. I dont want to lose you! Okay?" I nod my head yes. "You can stick by us tonight. I dont want you out of my sight tonight! Got it?" He says sternly. I nod my head yes. He gives me a Derek Luh sweatshirt.
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I walk out with them. I go over to Derek and he high fives me because im wearing his sweatshirt. They go on stage and they start. The Janoskians even go on. Dad calls me out and i wave and smile i sit on a chair they have out their. They are signing and screaming.
He smiles and Skate comes over to me and tickles me. He puts me over his shoulder and carries me around. Im laughing. He sets me down.
The show is finally over and im asleep on the couch. Derek comes over and picks me up. He carries me out to the car. He sets me down and im still sleeping. I feel myself getting picked up again. I can tell its Derek. He carries me up to our room and he lays me in bed.
I toss and turn in my sleep. I am having a big nightmare. Everyone in my life was dying. I saw my family get killed infront of me. 'Who are you?' I ask the girl in my dream who is killing everyone. 'Im your mother honey' She comes over and grabs a gun and as soon as she shoots it and i hear a noise i jump awake. I scream my ass off. Im shaking and crying and screaming. Derek and Dad jump awake at me. Everyone else bursts into the room. Dad scoops me up and hugs me. "Honey its okay, It was just a dream. You okay. Its over. Shhhh Its okay" He whipsers to me. He is rocking me in his arms. Im shaking violently. I keep crying. Everyone is around us patting my back or rubbing my arm or leg trying to get me to calm down.
"Mom killed everyone daddy" "It was a dream. Your fine. Guys go back to your rooms. Shes fine." He says. He lays me back down while im still sobbing. He cuddles me and rubs my arm. He sings to me and he puts me to sleep.
