I Hate You, I love You

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Dear Drew,

Eh, I don't need your help fixing my wrist. The ice has really helped. Even if you were here, I wouldn't need your help. I'm a big girl, I don't need my boyfriends help all the time.

Oh yes my radio. I had that thing since I was young. It still had those little flower stickers on it that I put on in the 5th grade. It was sad to see that thing go in such a horrible way. I should have known not to bring it. Water and technology don't mix. Once we got here, that was the first thing I bought. There's a whole store dedicated to radios. I swear it was like I was in heaven. It took my forever to find one that was just right. I found one that was close to the one I had before. It's not as good, but it's close enough.

I can thank my dad for my obsession with radios. With him working in a radio station and me being around a radio all the time, the obsession blossomed. I miss my dad and his radio station. I wish they would have continued using his station after, you know.

Oh I miss your mom too. She was like my second mom. It would be great if she came and visited! You can stay home though..just kidding, it wouldn't be bad to see you either. Like I said I miss you even though I don't want to. It would be cool to have you guys come stay here this summer.

Hows school going? I heard the baseball team won their first game. That must be really exciting for you since you are the star pitcher. I bet the girls are all over you. I can hear them now. "Omg! Drew, you are so good at baseball!" *exaggerated gasp* "Drew please have my babies!"

Why was ever girl at that school like that? If a guy did something amazing, they would be quick to give themselves to them. Gross if you ask me...It was so hard for me to find a friend who was girl. They were all so annoying and most of them hated me because I wasn't so girly. You don't know how happy I was when Cara came to school last year. I was so tired of hanging out with you and your "bros" no offense. It's just hanging out with sweat boys who only talk about baseball all the time gets really boring. I needed someone who I could talk to about girl things. Do you remember when I was having bad cramps and you asked what was wrong and I explained what was happening? I never seen such a horrifying look on your face. It was so funny. I literally thought you were going to puke.

I never know how to end there's letters. Saying goodnight is boring. I need to find a new way. You should write me some suggestions.

Hating you a little less since you let me keep your hoodie,

Anna.