After a nasty break up and moving to a new place, Anna & Drew begin to communicate through letters. Will they be able to fix their relationship?
(A/N: This story is inspired by the song I Hate U, I love U by Gnash & Olivia O'brien.)
The mail had finally arrived. It got here later than it normal. It probably has to do with the weather. It's quite windy and rainy. I love the rain so much. I find it so calming.
I grab my umbrella and put on my rain boots. I quickly open the door and fast walk to the mailbox. The wind harshly blew against my face and the cool rain hit my skin. I couldn't wait to get back inside.
I open the mailbox to find most of the mail addressed to my mom. There was only one thing from me and it was the one thing I was looking for. When I got back inside I placed the rest of the mail on the counter and kept my letter.
"Mom the mails in the kitchen." I shout as I run up the stairs to my room. I shut my door and sit down at my desk. I grabbed my letter opener. Yes, I had went out and bought a letter opener.
I finally got the letter out. I unfolded it. I noticed that Drew's handwriting was a lot sloppier and a lot darker. It was like he was writing very fast.
As I began to read the letter, tears burned my eyes. They weren't turns of hatred like they have been, these were tears of sadness. After I'm done reading the letter, I fold it back up. I grab paper and my favorite pen and begin poring my heart out.
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Dear Drew,
I don't know how to start this out..I'm not very good at writing my feelings. Well I guess I could start out by saying I miss you. I miss you Drew. I miss you just as much as you miss me. I miss being by your side and having you there for comfort. I miss all the same things you miss. But let me add a few more things that I miss. I miss when you would play with my hair when you were bored. I miss when you would pour because I wouldn't let you touch my radio. I miss when we would go on small road trips. I miss watching you play baseball. I miss you so goddamn much!
I have tried so hard to hate you. So damn hard, but I can't no matter how hard I tried. I forgave you a long time ago but I didn't want you to know that. I wanted you to know that I was hurt even though I stopped hurting by the first letter you wrote. I missed you that day I left on the plane. When I saw your letter, it felt like you were here with me. It felt like I wasn't going to be alone in this new place. I felt like you were going to still be able to protect me. And I still feel like that because I love you.
There I finally told you. I love you Drew. I never stopped and just like you, I don't think I ever will. I'll you today, I'll love you tomorrow, I'll love you forever.
I don't know how this will work or if it will work, but I can't stand just being your friend.
Love You Too, Anna
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