I Hate You, I love You

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Dear Drew,

I hope this letter reaches you before you leave. It might not since it takes about 3 days for these to arrive. Anyway, this week is going to be so slow now that I know you are almost here. I hate being excited for things because it makes time slow down. I think I should stop being excited. Actually, I don't think that is possible. How can I not be excited? I'll finally be able to see the love of my life again. Sorry, that's sounds a little cliche. But it's true haha.

I'm glad school is out. I hated it so much. I missed my old school. I miss all my friends and all the people who made me feel happy about myself. I didn't really have that at this school. I didn't have that at all actually. I had papers thrown at me and my hair pulled. I got told my voice was annoying. I was tempted to quit the radio club but I didn't. I didn't want to show them that they won. That they made me feel small. I can't wait until college. Where there's mature people. Also, no one really cares about anyone in college.

If you happen to be reading this before your flight, I wanted to say good luck. Like I said don't think about the height. Just focus on your movie or sleep. I would suggest having the window seat but I know you are really scared. However, it might help you get over your fear. You also will get to see a pretty amazing few. If you do sit there, please take pictures for me. If you don't sit there, will you have your mom take pictures? The world looks so beautiful when you are high up in the sky.

Drew, please be nice to your mom. Don't ignore her. I know that it's hard to do but just try not to. Lately I have been fighting with my mom a lot. I have been pushing her away. She's been trying to talk to me but I keep just pushing her away. It hurts. We aren't as close as we were a year ago and it sucks. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. I have you but, we've been talking through letters, not face to face. That's why I can't wait until you get here so I have someone to talk to.

So yea, please don't do what I did. Don't push your mom away.

Love You Always,
Anna