Our Love Will Last Till The End [C.R. x Reader]

7 // Heartbroken

~~~ Y/n's POV ~~~ 

I finally had caught up with Austin. He opened his car door furiously and I saw that his eyes were full of water. 

I really screwed up....

"Austin......I'm sorry," I apologized looking at the ground. "I know it was a really ..... bitchy thing for me to do. I honestly don't know why I even did that." I ran my fingers through my hair from all of the stress. 

"I don't know what to think, Y/n. I know we just started dating.... wait , do you think we are going too fast?" he asked raising his voice a little.

"No! Not at all, I think we are just fine!" I interjected. 

"Or do you just prefer Chandler over me?" 

He was demanding questions at that point. Ones that I didn't even know why he thought of. He muttered something under his breath and held on tightly to the car door. 

"What did you say?" I was curious. 

"I love you, Y/n," I gulped silently and my eyes widened. I didn't think his feelings for me went that far yet. I had never ever experienced love before and I wasn't sure if I loved Austin. 
I did like him more than a friend , of course. He was adorable and sweet. He was also my "type", the awkward guys with slightly longer hair that blushed at the tiniest of things. "I love you more than anything I have ever loved. Please tell me you feel the same way." Austin pleaded. 

I stood there in silence, not sure of what to say. I wanted to say that I loved him so bad and that we were in this together, but..... I would just be lying to him. I also didn't want to break his heart by saying that I didn't love him. He would most likely take it badly and think that I don't have feelings for him whatsoever, but once again, that wasn't true. 

It had felt like I was standing there for hours before Austin said something again. 

"I.....I have to go." He got in his car and drove off into the traffic. 

My body had froze in the moment of him going away, it was as if I was stuck to the ground. Tears started to form in my eyes.

Why are you crying? You shouldn't be, Austin is crying now and it's all your fault. 

I scolded myself. I entered the dinner and covered my face as I could feel my makeup running down my face. I felt someone's hand wrap around my arm, but I shoved them away. No one could make me feel better right now. It most likely was Katelyn.

I ran to the girls' bathroom, luckily, no other girl was in there. I slid down against the wall next to the sink and sobbed to myself. 

I knew that no one could hear me because the music was very loud, now that almost everyone was dancing. I stood up and could barely keep my balance as I looked myself in the mirror. 

Redness spread all around my e/c eyes and my h/c hair remained in its loose curls. I looked down at the ground, ashamed that I did that to Austin. 

To my left, the bathroom door swung open and I saw Katelyn rushing inside to comfort me. She hugged me and my arms continued to stay at my side. She let go and sighed. 

"I don't think I have to ask what's going on, do I?" she asked. 

I nodded and continued crying. 

"I'm sorry that I shoved you away like that earlier...." I assumed. 

She tilted her head sideways and looked at me in a confused way. 

"Oh, that wasn't me.... it was Chandler." she exclaimed the first part , but then frowned when she told me who did that. 

I honestly didn't want to deal with him at the moment, I knew it wasn't his fault that we danced to that song, it was simply mine. I could've said no and I didn't. 

Why didn't I? 

I'm sure if some other guy that was Chandler's age asked me to dance, I would've said no. 

"What did you and Chandler talk about earlier?" I asked. 

She looked at me like that once again and looked more confused than before. 

"I mean right before you introduced yourself to me." I explained. 
She didn't say anything back for at least a couple of minutes. 

"I don't think you want to know.....especially now..." 

"Just tell me, I want to know even more now." 

I couldn't possibly think of what it actually was. 

Was it something bad? .... or something good? 

Maybe he could've asked her out and she turned him down politely?

No , that wouldn't have made since. When they were talking, she didn't really say anything to him, she just nodded her head in an understanding way. 

"Fine.......please don't tell him that I told you this," she looked at me in the eyes and I shook my head. "Uh.....Chandler.... he likes you." 

I felt like my feet were stuck to the ground once again. I couldn't move, I couldn't respond or react to what Katelyn just informed me about. She just placed her hand onto my shoulder. 

"Look, I can drive you home, I'm starting to get tired already so I'm thinking of going now." Katelyn offered. 

I didn't want to be over demanding and make her take me home, but I had no other choice. My ride was obviously not dropping me off. 

I nodded and she left, letting me cool down by myself. I grabbed some toilet paper from one of the stalls and blew my nose. I also wiped the smeared makeup that remained stuck to my face.  I threw the used tissues away and took deep breaths. 

"In and out." I told myself.

After a couple of breaths later, I was relaxed and knew that I could walk out of there without looking at Chandler. I pulled the door handle in front of me and speed walked to the front door. Chandler was sitting at a table and talking to a boy who seemed a couple years younger than me , that should make it easier now. 

I slightly grimaced and dashed out. 

Katelyn turned her car on as I got in the passenger seat.... 

A/n 

Sooooooooooo yeah that happened....... just so you know if you hate Enid or the actress who plays as her (Katelyn) then you might not want to read this.... unless you can handle being friends with her just in this story