The First Fifty Pages Of Me by Nailinthewall

Honesty

Honestly

I breathe in and out

I am not a zombie

I hate no-one

I am scared of heights

I wish people would let me lie

People dislike me for being me

I can't speak without running away with my words

I can stay silent for hours

I am temperamental

I find boys confusing and wonder why they do the things they do

I like mysteries that don't end in mysteries

I don't dot my i's 

I remember everything

I am trying to pretend I have somewhere to go

I am alone

You can't hear me, not really

I see but it blinds me

The people say my name wrong

I hate new things and change

I like everything but hate when all eyes are on me

My eyes are huge but my smile awakens my face

I pretend to be happy

I am living just to die

My honesty isn't the whole truth 

I hide the worst things about my life

I don't answer, the phone rings on

I stay still so people forget me

People forget that I breathe

I am on the wall

I will jump before I fall

I love to never give up

I am living in my stories

I am searching for my destiny.