recovery - j.b.

eleven

THAT INTERVIEW WAS SHITTY THE LADY WAS INTIMIDATING AND MY VOICE WAS SHAKY AND SHIT FAM 😂 but idc tbh hope i don't get the job
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avery: are you mad at me

audrey

i glanced at the text before realizing i wasn't in my own bedroom. squinting, i turn next to me to see a random light skinned boy who was sleeping. "what the fuck." i mumble, grabbing my clothes. once i put them on, i grabbed the rest of my belongings, and ran toward the front door.

so now was the time for the walk of shame back home. about two blocks later, i got a call. when i looked at the name, justin was on the screen. squinting, i was contemplating on answering it. deciding just to say fuck it, i answered it.

"what?"

"hi to you too then." he mumbles. "avery told me to call you because you wouldn't answer her text."

"okay." i state. "where's avery?"

"pretty sure she just left with maejor down to the beach." i heard shuffling in the background. then i heard the crashing of waves, admitting i was hella jealous they're at the beach and i'm stuck in pittsburgh until next week. "stay on the phone, i'm going down there now."

"or just call me back when you get down there."

he didn't reply so i just groaned and stayed on the phone. as i was walking across the street, i heard someone beep. "are you outside?" justin asks.

"why?"

"it was just a question you don't have to get all defensive." he mumbles. "your not a morning person, why are you out so early?"

"why does it fucking matter? could you just hang up and call me back?"

"what if i wanted to talk to you?"

i went silent. there was no answer to that. if he wanted to talk he could've said what he wanted by now. "justin, what the fuck do you want?"

"avery actually did want you but i want to apologize for the way we broke up." he mumbles.

"why?"

"because i was insensitive and..." he didn't finish. "i lied to my friends about how we broke up. whatever you told za is what they think actually happened."

"i can't do this with you right now."

sighing, i end the call, my heart racing at an unusual pace. now i feel like it's either me who tells them what happened or justin owns up to what he did and tells them himself.

audrey: be a fucking man and tell them what happened

justin: they hated me for "not having a reason" imagine how much they'll hate me after i tell them the actual reason

audrey: shouldn't have said the shit you said

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i feel like this is more dramatic than its supposed to be. ok nothing really really really bad happened but yeah okay bye