recovery - j.b.

fourteen

don't yell at me
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audrey

it was late at night, everyone was sleeping and i was sitting on my porch. for the fact that justin told me he was on his way and i didn't want a big argument to start so i decided to confront him myself. plus, i don't like spiders.

soon, i saw a car pull up, justin getting out. "why are you out here?" he asks.

"i don't like snakes or spiders. don't want them in my house." i reply, locking my phone that i was previously playing a game on. "plus everyone's sleep and if i start yelling they're all gonna wake up and probably yell at you too."

"why are you doing this?" he asks. "just accept the fact we're not together."

"i have." i chuckle. "just fucked somebody not too long ago."

he didn't speak. he just stood there. chuckling, i stand up. "you thought i was still hung on your stupid ass? i may still love you but you're not worth my time or tears."

unexpectedly, justin pushed me up against my door, his hands holding my face as he kissed me roughly. my first instinct was to knee him in the balls but instead i just pushed him away. "what the fuck are you doing?" i look up at him. "isn't hailey in the car?"

"no, she went straight to the airport. i'm supposed to meet her there." he mumbles.

"why the hell did you kiss me?"

"i don't know." he shrugs. "i just wanted to."

"i'm not going to be your little toy again, justin. get the fuck off of my porch and go home!" now i was yelling, hoping i did wake up one of his friends.

"that's not why i broke up with you, aud-"

"yo, just fucking leave!" i heard khalil's voice from a distance meaning he was in the window. "better leave before za hears you, he's pretty pissed about you lying and disrespecting her."

"starting to think za likes you." justin looks at me. "khalil too."

"i'm lovin' the crew." i wink, turning around.

when i closed the door, i let out a shaky breath, leaning against the door.

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i hate myself, i ship zaudrey.