recovery - j.b.

thirty three

DADDY
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justin

"baby." audrey poked my arm, causing me to look up. she sat on my lap, wrapping herself around me like a baby. after she had laid her head on my chest, she mumbles, "im hungry."

"i am too, we can leave after i pay." i say, grabbing the two boxes. one of the boxes were hers and one was mine. "are you gonna get up?"

she shakes her head, me just rolling my eyes. when i stand up, she holds on tight so she doesn't fall. "if you fall asleep we're not getting food."

"shut up." she mumbles. shaking my head, i pull my card out paying for the shoes then taking the bag. we still had hella bags from the other stores we've went to but they were already in the car.

"where do you wanna eat at?"

"kinda want chick-fil-a." she lifts her head to look at me. "please?"

"whatever you want, princess."

i saw a little smile on her face which made my smile. i'm so happy everything is going smoothly. if there were any more complications between us i'd probably have to fly us out to a private island. "there's paparazzi. i'm guessing they flew out from somewhere because there's literally no celebrities here." i heard her speak.

when i looked to where she was looking, i saw people with cameras taking pictures. i shrugged it off. "i hope i won't need security, i like walking around without feeling chaperoned."

"well when fans approach you, you better be nice. your fucking security is so rude to them."

"i know, but i can't fire them and they don't listen to what i have to say. scooter is just a fucking shithead manager." i sigh, lifting audrey up since she was practically falling now.

"just know if i see him, i'm hitting him or his wife."

i chuckle, "don't bring yael into this."

"yael could've talked some sense into scooter." she mumbles. "enough about that dumb cunt, i don't want to have an attitude."

"okay." i laugh. when we get outside, audrey jumps down, grabbing my hand. "how awkward will it be when za gets here?"

"probably hella awkward. if he lied about still liking me, you'll know." she replies. "i'll stay my distance if that's what you want."

"za's your friend, i'm not gonna do that to him but i don't want him calling you pet names like he used to."

i hear her chuckle, "jealous justin is adorable."

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we were sitting in the kitchen, well i was, audrey was eating her food and dancing to the music she was playing. watching her had to be the most amusing thing, and she took my phone just to make sure i did record her. "baby!" i whine, pulling her toward me.

"what?" she whines back, continuing to eat her fries.

"come here, i wanna hold you." i smile. when she hugs me, i felt my heart beating faster. how could i let her go like i did for my fucking media image?

"what's wrong?" audrey looks up at me. "you keep sighing."

"i'm so sorry for breaking up with you like that. for my media image at that, i feel so stupid." i mumble, putting my forehead on her shoulder. "im sorry."

"justin, it's okay." she lifts my head, turning to look at me. "even though im still hurt about it, im gonna forgive you at one point. i love you. if i didn't, you wouldn't be here right now."

"i love you too." i mumble, opening my arms and pulling her closer. i hear her giggle then she kisses my neck. "stop it, what are you doing?"

"you smell good." she then moves from our hug, then grabs her phone. she stands between my legs, me watching her scroll through instagram liking every post she saw.

"what if you like something that you don't want to like? like those to be rude things." i laugh.

"i can take the heat. or they can square up." she shrugs, me rolling my eyes. she's always so goddamn violent. "come on, take a picture with me."

when she lifts her phone, i couldn't help but smile. seeing her face just made me smile. "stop smiling, be serious." she starts laughing.

"stop being cute." i kiss her cheek. she rolls her eyes, continuing to post the picture she had taken. just as she turned around to kiss me, i heard the front door open, followed by;

"we here bitches, it's time to turn up." from za. audrey groans, me pouting.

"don't make this awkward." i hear her say.

"try not to."

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so my brother got a snake and decides to leave it at my out house because he lives with his mom and his mom won't allow him to keep it so he's keeping it in my room 🙃🔪