"Happy" family

'The talk'

(Katys POV)
I head down to the living room unsure what to say to Mackenzie. I decide to let her talk to me if she's ready. I find her crawled up in a ball sobbing on the couch. It brakes my heart but I had to do it. I sit down next to her and she immediately turns, crawls onto my lap and hugs me. "I'm sorry sweetie." I rub her back and try and comfort her. "Mommy I don't want that lady to come back." She begs. "She was just trying to make sure you're okay and your safe." "Well why couldn't you ask me? I don't want to talk to her." "I would but I don't know what to ask you that's why I asked her for her help. I know it's hard for you to understand." "I'll tell you anything but please don't bring her back." That breaks my heart, did I just force her into saying or doing something she didn't want to after I promised her I never would arghh.. I hate motherhood sometimes! "You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to kenzie." She's still holding onto me for dear life. "I want to talk to you but not her." "What do you want to talk to me about?" "Anything." "Okay, how about we talk about sex?" "Fine." She clearly doesn't know what that means. "Do you know what sex is?" "No" "okay you know how mommy and Orlando like each other?" "Yes." "Well we have a special kind of like, it's actually called love but not love like you and me but a different kind. You too will fall in love when you're much older." "Like your age?" "Yes, exactly!" Keeping her innocent for 31 years, I wish! " when two people fall in love, they sometimes want to do more then kissing to show each other how much they love each other." "Like what?" "Like having sex." Starting to choke here! Argh how do I explain this without sounding graphic! "Do you and Orlando have sex?" Ahhh lie or be honest grr.. Demi why'd you leave! "Yes.. We have had sex." "What is sex?" "Well a man for example Orlando has a penis and mommy is a girl so she has a vagina, sex is when a man puts his penis inside a girls vagina." "Why?" Why! Arghhh crap! "Because it makes them both feel good and makes them both know that they love each other." "Oh okay." "But you don't talk to other people about sex okay? It's called private which means only me and you can talk about it okay?" "Okay." "Do you have any questions?" "Can I sleep with you tonight?" "Of course!" I'm soooo glad that's over! It's lunch time and I don't really want to keep Mackenzie in this living room feeling as violated as she is. "How about we go see Tamra and Erika for lunch? "Okay." She sits up looks me in the eyes. "I'm sorry Mackenzie." "It's okay mom, I still love you." I can't believe how grateful I am to hear that. We grab our stuff and meet Tamra and Erika at a cafe. Mackenzie hasn't been around Tamra and Erika while their together for very long so I almost forget that Mackenzie doesn't know their lesbians. She just thinks their friends. We arrive and as we sit down Erika kisses Tamra right in front of Mackenzie. I just wait for Mackenzie to say something embarrassing. "Aren't you are girl?" She questions Erika. "I am, and you?" "Yes I am." "Are you a girl too?" she points to Tamra. "Yes I am." Tamra smiles at her. "Are you's in love?" I know where this is going. I get my hand ready to cover her mouth. "Yes we are in love." Erika giggles "oh okay." Mackenzie leans over and whispers in my ear. "I think they have sex?" I almost choke of laughter. "Okay Mackenzie we don't talk about that outside the house but yes probably." "Oh okay, sorry." She carries on drawing on the kids menu. Tamra mouths 'what?' I lean over and whisper in her ear. "Mackenzie just wanted to inform me she thinks you's probably have sex." Tamra sits back and try's to hold back her laughter while she whispers the conversation to Erika who's completely confused by now. As we all sit there about to burst of laughter the waitress comes over and takes our order. "So that talk went okay?" Tamra asks. "Yeah it was hard but I think she gets it now." I reply. After lunch Tamra heads home with Erika. Probably to have sex. And I take Mackenzie home. Orlando and Flynn have stayed the night at their house so I can calm Mackenzie before they come back. After dinner I get Mackenzie ready for bed. I run the shower for her and afterwards watch TV in bed with her till she falls asleep.