calum; 1:34 AM
luke; 1:34 PMlukey qt<3: what happened
cal(culator): i need to talk to u about something
lukey qt<3: ok! do u want to ft or
cal(culator): yes
lukey qt<3: ok ill call u
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luke;
"hi!" luke waves, a grin on his face.
"i kissed michael," calum blurts out, luke's smile dissapears. he is taken back at first, and he stays silent for a minute to try and process what calum just said. when he does, his heart drops low and hard to the pit of his stomach.
"oh?" luke says, but it comes out more as a question. did calum just call him to tell him he kissed michael? because luke actually doesn't give a fuck. he wants to punch calum, and maybe himself for thinking he could have a chance with him.
"that's not the point," calum waves his hands in the air. "i wanted to be sure i was bi. or gay. i'm probably more gay than bi. i'm gay as fuck, luke."
okay, okay, okay. did calum just say he was gay? this was like donald trump saying he was going to retire and stay in his house forever and never come out – maybe even greater. luke definitely just shitted his heart out. but he has to admit, he is a little jealous that calum kissed michael. did he enjoy it? he probably did. michael is hot.
"look," calum sighs. "this is probably going to sound weird, but guess what? i don't give a fuck. i kissed michael because i like you a lot and–"
luke gives him a puzzled look. "you kissed michael because you like me?" what the fuck.
"no!" calum practically screams, it makes luke let out a tiny laugh. "no. look, just forget about the whole michael thing, it doesn't matter. what matters is that i like you a lot and you're all i can think about and you're really fucking hot and nice and sweet and i want you to be mine."
okay, okay, now his heart did seriously drop out of his ass. did calum just said what he thinks he said? is this some kind of a joke? because this is seriously too good to be real. one day ago he was sure calum didn't like him like that, but now this was happening. what the fuck.
"are you for real?" he asks in disbelief, his heart pounding loud against his chest. can calum heart it? he hopes not.
"yeah," calum breathes out, his cheeks red. "i mean, i-if you want to. i know we're not together right now but i just– wait, do you even like me back?"
he nods, slowly, his mind still not wrapping around the fact that calum just asked him to be his. "yeah. yeah, i like you a lot, calum. since a long time ago, actually."
"good. guess you're mine then." calum says, grinning, his whole face glowing. luke blushes deeply, his mouth automatically curving up into a tiny, shy smile.
there is no words that can describe how he's feeling right now, no words to describe the warm and bubbly feeling in his chest that calum's smile is causing him. no words to describe how much he adores his best friend, and now, boyfriend. he might faint.
"i wish i could kiss you and grab your ass right now." calum says.
luke blushes like a fucking idiot. he's never been happier.
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this is sooooo ugly and rushed but yay they're dating i can finally make them have phone sex
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Fanfiction𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 | ❝ i love you from a distance now and maybe that's all i was ever meant to do. ❞ lukehoodings, 2016