Writings, rants, questions, poems, really just my life in a book.

Stars shine brighter when they can see their own light

it's so weird. we are all just human. i mean that sounds silly, but really i mean there are so many types of different things out there like trees, flowers, stars, the sun, clouds, drugs, alcohol, bugs, animals, dirt, oceans, and so much more. it's just we are only humans on earth. on this one planet out of possible hundreds of other planets we might not even know about. i mean think about it. we are on a huge rock floating in mid air surrounded by other planets, stars, meteors, galaxies, hell maybe even aliens for all we know. i mean humans came up with light. in my opinion light isn't really real. i mean you can measure light. darkness is whats real. theres no real way of measuring that. we came up with so many things to try to explain things that happen. i think thats pretty sick and all and it definitely makes life a bit easier, but also if you always count on an explanation then how are you supposed to really connect with anyone or anything. i mean i don't believe in a god or a heaven and hell. I believe when you die you go back to where you came from. and no i dont mean your moms tummy. no i mean space. i think we were created from star dust and we all have galaxies in us and we all are stars. when we die we go back up too the sky. if you're lucky. because if you never connect with the huge rock you're temporarily using to sustain your short life than how are you going to go up there ??? so i think thats why you gotta love all the plants, animals, trees. sunrises, sunsets, storms and everything else. i mean they all have a purpose like us and they all have love in them even if scientists can't explain it. this is just a big rant and doesn't make much sense but like the point was to say that life isn't forever everything is temporary and science can't explain everything. so just fucking love who you want too love and show love to those who have lost all their love and need a little help. do what makes your heart happy and do what helps clear your mind because for such a beautiful world it can be dark and fucked up. but if you take a step back and look at it even that is beautiful. so just love, live and then when the time comes leave.