I have come to the realization that I have broken my own heart more times than someone else has for me. I guess you could say it's all my fault for all this sadness I carry like books in a backpack. I wouldn't disagree necessarily. I mean the things I have gone through and the things I have experienced have had an affect on me for sure. I have had boys (more or less one boy that meant the most)break my heart. Then again that was my fault as well. So yes all this that I feel and don't feel is my fault. I let myself absorb this emptiness and let it eat me inside out. I wouldn't say I'm dead. Just emotionally. Can you be emotionally dead when you feel everything but nothing ? Is that something or am I just trying to justify this once again ?
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Writings, rants, questions, poems, really just my life in a book.
PoetryI'm an over emotional little dandelion. Very sensitive but also a tough little cookie. So like this is all my feelings in a little book. Some are about people. Some are about me. Some are about life. Just everything really. PLEASE LEAVE feedback ! F...
