I could spend a million years saying I'm sorry. Begging at your feet to forgive me. Crying, screaming trying to get you to hear the I'm sorry's I have for you. I could tear myself apart trying to get you to see the guilt I hold inside me clinging to my bones as if they were it's only home. I could look you in the eyes and you would see nothing, but emptiness and sadness infused in my irises. If I handed you my heart it would drip our lost love all over your hands like ice cream on a summer day. I bet you would smile at the sight. Knowing what you have achieved. Seeing all the beautiful dark hues of blue and black covering my body. Watching the atmosphere turn from a soft wind to a harsh hurricane. I bet you would smile at the sight of me dying slowly as I killed myself trying to forget that night I made the mistake that changed everything forever. I could touch you with the most needing, lost, and lonely touch in the world and, you would mistake it for a slap. I could do everything and I bet you would smile at the downfall of it all.
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Writings, rants, questions, poems, really just my life in a book.
PoetryI'm an over emotional little dandelion. Very sensitive but also a tough little cookie. So like this is all my feelings in a little book. Some are about people. Some are about me. Some are about life. Just everything really. PLEASE LEAVE feedback ! F...
