Following in the wrong footsteps

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When I was younger I would sit and watch as my moms lips would be attached to a new guys every month. When I was younger I would sit and watch as my mom would burn the taste of them all with cigarette smoke and vodka. When I was younger I would sit and watch as my mom kissed us goodbye as she ran out the door every night. When I was younger I would sit and promise to never be like her. Now I am older and I sit here with his lips attached too mine and the taste of vodka on my tongue and a new cigarette in between my fingers. I guess some promises just aren't able to be kept.

{also I have a great mom she just wasn't ready for two kids so young. She's changed and grown and developed}

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