Surprise attack

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i think i love you. i think i have loved you since the day i met you. I don't think i knew it until now. i think it scared me because you showed me love and I didn't know what to do with it. I don't know what it feels like to be loved. I don't know how to love. i think i knew all along that i loved you, but I wouldn't let myself love you. and now you're gone and I'm dying because now I realize that i love you. I love you. you taught me love and you reminded me how too feel and i think that scared the shit outta me and i pushed it all away, but when you left it all came back and hit me. i feel it. i feel it all. so please for me give me one more chance and let me love you this time. let me be the one to remind you how to feel.

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