The worst part is that you have this longing empty feeling inside. You are so crushed that words cannot even describe how you feel. You are so lost without him but you are scared to tell him because you feel like it does not matter to him. That he does not actually care how you feel anymore and that he just wanted what was best for him. Which when it comes down to things is probably very accurate. He didn't think about how you would feel. You are crushed with nobody to talk to. He promised he would never leave but he is really just as bad and just as guilty as every other guy. He breaks your heart and leaves. He has not helped you through this at all. You are fighting this on your own!!! You are crying yourself to sleep because you do not have him to be there for you. You not as strong when it comes to him and your relationship because you have always had him to be there for you. Now he is gone. He left you with nothing. You want to be friends with him but with how crabby and shit he has been acting towards you, you do not want to be his friend. As much as it kills you to say it, it is true. But it is not your fault!!! He is the one who left! He should not be crabby towards you because he is the one who does not talk to you. He is the one choosing to like another girl like your relationship meant nothing. He is the one calling all the shots. You hope he is happy with the new girl he replaced you with. You secretly hope she hurts him. So that he will realize that you cannot just get over it in two days. So he realizes the feelings you are experiencing feel like more than "just a little sadness." You are crushed over this and it is his fault. You honestly probably have nothing left to say. You are so hurt that pretending it is okay is killing you. You did not realize things you probably should have realized sooner so maybe after all it is your fault that things did not work. Maybe you should have been more focused on the relationship in our last weeks together and then we would not have grown apart. Maybe you could have stopped him from falling out of love. You honestly want him to stop blaming himself for what happened. It was not his fault for leaving. It is only his fault for hurting you so bad. You do not just choose not to love somebody that you loved.
Note: Breakups suck!!!!!!
Inspiration: My ex-boyfriend.
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