Dose Of Reality

Chapter 23: Smh.

I'm pissed off because I try so hard to be there for people. I do what I can to make sure others are comfortable and then they throw it away at the first chance of a sexual partner as if my friendship was all for nothing. If you want to be my friend that's amazing I'm not gonna object but if you don't want to be friends and just want my help make that clear. Don't lead me on and pretend that you want to be friends if you don't. It's really not that hard to understand but some people just don't fucking get it. I'm not gonna be mad if you only need me for your go to person but that needs to be known. I get thrown out of your life and you expect me to fucking be there when you get back like nothing happened? Well let me tell you cause I am not and will not put up with those games. I'm seriously so sick and tired of it. I'm not the wrapper to your candy. You can't use me to store your crap, take the candy out suck on it, and put it back expecting me to hold it like I did before. That's not how it works. Just because I like helping and it gives me pride and happiness doesn't mean I'll be walked over and treated like I'm nothing. I would never turn down helping someone even if it meant hurting myself to do so and some of you may think that's wrong and that I should stand for myself first. But if you look at it like I do, you'd realize that I help people because they don't know how to help them self and I'm always going to be able to know how to do that. It's necessary for me to share my gift because not everybody can see the truth so my job is to tell them. If it's rude then so be it but at least they know now what they were too oblivious to see before.

Note: This is a rant chapter it i supposed to be more angry and choppy. Btw sorry that this chapter is shorter.

Inspiration: My dumb ex boyfriend

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