It's sad that after all this time you chose her over me when you swore you wouldn't. Damn was I stupid to fall for your sweet words and kind gestures. The worst part is no matter how bad we want it, some stories just don't have happy endings, but I wanted ours to so bad. I really thought we could make it and maybe that's where I went terribly wrong. I believed in a fairy tale of us. I believed that somehow I could be the light in your darkness. That I could lead you to a greater place, but instead you dragged me into your hell. You made me feel I was worthless and that my life was not as important as yours. You made me feel like I was in the wrong. You made it my fault. How could it be? It's my fault you fell out of love? It's my fault that you could not love me like I loved you? It's my fault that I couldn't fix it enough for both of us? Let me tell you, it takes two to make it work. One can't be doing all the work for two. It's a PARTNERSHIP, for a reason. I really thought I could trust all the things you ever said to me. So maybe it is my fault, maybe it is my fault for trusting to easily and loving with my whole heart. Maybe it is my fault for holding to tightly when the rope was slipping the whole time. I guess, 1+1 does not always equal two.
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Dose Of Reality
SonstigesThe words I may say in this book may make me seem like I am wise above my years. Me being the way I am allows me to see that reality is nearer to us then we want it to be, normal people are going to get it like a sucker punch. I am writing these int...
