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Tonight you came in drunk
We argued
I packed my bag and left
But before left I kissed you one last time
When I left it broke my heart but I knew that we couldn’t go on arguing
After I left you I knew I couldn’t stay in the band
I handed my notice in and I went back to my hometown
My mum thought I should have stayed
But she didn’t know that I was ill
It’s been days since I last saw you
Every night when I close my eyes to sleep I see your face
When I turn on the TV you and the boys are always there
When I go out anywhere people ask me why I left
I tell them ‘because they’re better off without me’
But they don’t realize I’m ill
It’s been weeks since I last saw you
I can’t remember what it’s like to kiss you
I can’t remember what it’s like to wake up in your arms
I can’t remember what it’s like to sing
I can’t remember what you smell like
But what I do know is that I never got to tell you I love you before I left
My mum found out that I’m ill and she said I should tell you and the boys so I told the boys but I didn’t tell you
It’s been 5 months since I last saw you
Today I woke up feeling the worse I have ever felt
I had to go to the hospital and they sent me home because I still refuse to have chemo
Mum thinks I should ring you and tell you that I’m ill but I don’t want to because I’m the one who left
When I was having a nap I was woke up by my phone ringing I checked to see who it was and it was you so I hung up before answering it
About 5 seconds after you text me saying ‘ Is it true that you’re ill’
I didn’t answer but I wish I did
It’s been a year since I last saw you
Today I got rushed to the hospital because I couldn’t get up
My mum rung you to tell you that I was in hospital
You came straight away
When you walked through the door to my hospital room I automatically held my arms open for you
You ran straight into my arms
I held you tight as you sobbed into my chest
When you pulled away I told you I was sorry
You kissed me and said you never stopped loving me
We got back together
And that night I died in your arms
The next morning the doctors tried to wake you up but it turns out you took your life the night you realised I was gone
But just know this I, Zayn Jawaad Malik will always love you , Liam James Payne
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