My One Direction One Shots (open for requests)

I will always love you

GUYS IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED PLEASE DONT READ THIS ONE BECAUSE ITS GOT DEATH IN IT SO PLEASE FOR YOUR SAFETY DONT READ THIS

Tonight you came in drunk

We argued

I packed my bag and left

But before left I kissed you one last time

When I left it broke  my heart but I knew that we couldn’t go on arguing

After I left you I knew I couldn’t stay in the band

I handed my notice in and I went back to my hometown

My mum thought I should have stayed

But she didn’t know that I was ill

It’s been days since I last saw you

Every night when I close my eyes to sleep I see your face

When I turn on the TV you and the boys are always there

When I go out anywhere people ask me why I left

I tell them ‘because they’re better off without me’

But they don’t realize I’m ill

It’s been weeks since I last saw you

I can’t remember what it’s like to kiss you

I can’t remember what it’s like to wake up in your arms

I can’t remember what it’s like to sing

I can’t remember what you smell like

But what I do know is that I never got to tell you I love you before I left

My mum found out that I’m ill and she said I should tell you and the boys so I told the boys but I didn’t tell you 

It’s been 5 months since I last saw you

Today I woke up feeling the worse I have ever felt

I had to go to the hospital and they sent me home because I still refuse to have chemo

Mum thinks I should ring you and tell you that I’m ill but I don’t want to because I’m the one who left

When I was having a nap I was woke up by my phone ringing I checked to see who it was and it was you so I hung up before answering it

About 5 seconds after you text me saying ‘ Is it true that you’re ill’

I didn’t answer but I wish I did

It’s been a year since I last saw you

Today I got rushed to the hospital because I couldn’t get up

My mum rung you to tell you that I was in hospital

You came straight away

When you walked through the door to my hospital room I automatically held my arms open for you

You ran straight into my arms

I held you tight as you sobbed into my chest

When you pulled away I told you I was sorry

You kissed me and said you never stopped loving me

We got back together

And that night I died in your arms

The next morning the doctors tried to wake you up but it turns out you took your life the night you realised I was gone

But just know this I, Zayn Jawaad Malik will always love you , Liam James   Payne