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Moments (Ziam)

Today we had an interview, but all I wanted to do was go home so I could tell you how I really feel, but I guess that isn’t really going to happen and as the lights in the studio turn off signalling the beginning of a five minute advert break I take a deep breath and I try to fight the tears that are trying to escape from my eyes, but I’m not going to cry today especially not on national television.

As the light turns back on I sit back down on the stool next to my band mate Zayn  Malik, but all I can do is think about how much I want to kiss him, when I realize I was staring I look down and when I hear someone say ‘you ok Li’ I just nod and keep my head down because I know if I look up I will start crying and that’s not going to happen, not today. 

As the interview begins I look up, still trying to hold down the tears that are trying to escape and I don’t know how but I manage to keep them in that is until Zayn says ‘today we was asked what song we would like to sing and I asked the boys if we could choose moments and they all said yes and I would like to dedicate this song to a special person but I’m not going to tell you who they are, I’m not even going to tell the person it’s for that it’s for them but yeah it’s for someone special, sorry for rambling guys I guess you could say I’m nervous’ as the music started I looked at Zayn to see him watching me, I just looked forward and carried on looking forward and I took a deep breath and started to sing

‘Shut the door

Turn the lights off

I wanna be with you

I wanna feel your love I wanna lay beside you

I cannot hide this

Even though I try’

I took another deep breath and then I carried on singing

‘Heart beats harder

Time escapes me

Trembling hands touch skin

It makes this hard girl

And the tears stream down my face’

As the last line left my mouth I could feel a stray tear fall down my face and I just wiped it away and I sat still listening as Harry sang his part