Requested by jozeli
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Your POV
I was busy staring out in the open when I felt someone's presence beside me.
"Hey, you know you can always tell me anything..."
I smiled after I realized who it was.
"What are you talking about?" I asked as I threw a stone out in the sea hoping it'll bounce like the one's I see in movies, unfortunately it wasn't as easy as it seems.
"Come on. You know you can't hide anything from me. I know you too well." He grinned.
"...well, if you know me that much, then tell me what I'm thinking right now Luhan." I said as I tilted my head as if I was waiting for him to give me an exact answer.
"...mmmm..." he said, placing his fingers just below his chin.
"...you're thinking about how it is possible for a guy to be as handsome and manly as me." He joked, which only made me glare at him and playfully punch him on his shoulder. If only I could throw some sand on his face, but I thought it would be so mean of me, I wouldn't want to see my best friend crying on his way home while desperately calling for his mother. ~^O^~
"Ya! I was just trying to make you laugh. You really look so serious awhile ago."
"What do you expect? Seeing me laugh all by myself? Someone could've mistaken me for a crazy person." I rolled my eyes.
"Ani." He chuckled. "But seriously Y/N... I know you're thinking of something. Tell me. I'm not called your b-best f-friend for nothing." He said. If I heard it right, he seemed kind of hesitant to say the words best friend.
I sighed.
"Oh okay, you say so BEST FRIEND." I said, emphasizing the last two words to tease him.
"...but to be honest Luhan, it's nothing really. But since you're asking for it, then prepare yourself with all my crazy antics. You asked for it anyways." I said. But surprisingly, he just looked at me, and yeah, he does seem to be pretty interested with what I'm thinking. But seriously, it's nothing really. It's not like I'm thinking of suicide or anything. Tsk.
"Okay. So...
I was just wondering...
...if I'm someone's crush...
But nah, I guess not." I let out a fake laugh.
Just then, "ouch! What's that for?" I yelled at him after I recieved a pinch on my cheek.
"That's what you're thinking of the whole time?!" He said as if he cannot believe what I just said.
"I told you it was nothing." I replied, as I crossed my arms and looked at the other side.
I lowered my head and sighed.
"After I saw this movie, I just had to ask myself, Am I really unlovable?
Sorry Luhan, I know I sound crazy or something, but I'm a girl, and I can't help but wonder about this stuffs. All girls would love to feel that someone cares about them, loves them, thinks of them. I would also want to see someone look at me as if I'm the most special girl in their life, someone whom they are afraid of loosing..." I sighed and immediately rubbed my eyes hoping the tears won't fall. Call me stupid or what, but that's what I feel, and you can't blame me for that.
I turned to look at Luhan, expecting that he was trying to stop his laughter or so, but to my surprise he was just staring at me.
"...know what? You really won't be able to see someone look at you like how the guys look at girls in the movies..."
