Yaz's Pov(yay)
I was home all alone.My dolls weren't enough to keep me company this week.Carter keeps saying I need to learn how to deal without physical contact But I can't.
I've been crying for the past hour.I need someone to be with me.
I took up my phone and dialed Carters number.He said it was only for emergencies and this is one.
“Hello?”He spoke,quietly.
I sighed.His voice was so soft and sweet.I loved it.
“Carter,I miss you.”I said,criss crossing my legs.
“I do too,baby.If you want me to get a babysitter,I will.”He whispered .
“No.I just want you.Not some random person.”I sucked on my thumb.
“Okay.I'll see you in a few hours.Bye.Go watch some t.v.I'll be there before you know it.”
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I showered him with kisses when he entered.
“Yazmin,stop!Okay okay okay”He was prying my hands off him.
“No!”I whined.
“Yazmin!I get it that you miss me but your acting too clingy!”He yelled.
I pouted,trying not to cry.
“Sorry.I didn't mean it like that.”He hugged me and I cried.
I didn't want to depend on him to make me happy.But thats just how I felt.
“Maybe you should stop taking the pills.And we can figure out some way for you to turn back to your original state.”
I pouted.I didn't want to be some girl he said I was.I wanna be this me.Whatever I was now.
“Yeah.”I sighed,walking away.
“Baby.Come here.”Carter took my hand and pulled me towards him.
“What?Are you gonna tell me how much you want me to change?Be somebody else?I am never gonna be who you want me to be! I'm gonna be like this forever!The pills are working so just accept it!”I yelled,angry.
Carter cupped my cheek.
“I agree.Your perfect the way you are.I give up.”He looked defeated but I could tell he was understanding.
“Thank you.”I smiled.
“Alright baby.”He kissed my palms.
“Yay!”I cheered.
Carters pov
I was upset at the realization that I might not get my Yaz back.But she's still here.Somewhere.So I guess I'll deal with it until I can figure out something.
“Im cold!”I heard Yaz call from the living room.
I rolled my eyes and went to see what she was on about.
“Come warm me up.”She patted the spot next to her on the couch.
I smiled and sat down.
“I was trying to read this thing.A magazine.But I can't.Will you read it to me?”
I sighed,taking it from her.
I flipped to a random page.
“ 'Anger isn't always a bad thing.Maybe it can help get you to notice things.Comprehend what's wrong between the two of you.See what was so unclear'.”I looked up at Yaz,she nodded for me to continue.
“ 'Thinking of ways to keep your partner locked up isn't the solution.You need to learn how to be patient with them and...'”I trailed off.
When did Yazmin get this?I know I'm a little bonkers but doesn't she think its okay to talk to me?About anything?
“Go on.”
“I think I'll let this uh...sit for awhile.”I faked a smile and went upstairs.
Thats when I knew. I'm getting Yaz back.
Woo.Carter has a plan.Yay.
Do guys miss normal Yaz?
Xoxo nia
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