First of all...(BWWM)

Your So Sexy

Marco arrived sometime in the night when me and Carter were sleeping.He banged on the door do we could know that it was time to use the bathroom.I sighed.I'm so tired. I looked over at Carter.He was staring at my lips.I rolled my eyes.Boys.

"Im gonna go first,okay?"He stated,rubbing his hand through his hair.I licked my lips,nodding.

Carter took up his stuff and left the room.I hear Marco and him talking.Marco mentioned something about showers.

I waited in bed until Carter came out so I can go take my shower.

"Your turn baby."Carter head nodded at the door.

I couldnt take my eyes of him.Just a towel on.All wet and naked...Oh Yazmin what are you thinking?I slapped my self mentally.
But he's just so sexy.I couldn't stop staring at that v-line.I wonder how big it-

"Yaz,you can go now."Carter said,raising an eyebrow.

I blinked.Right! I need to shower and clear my head of these gross thoughts about Carter.Who's way too young for me,by the way.

I got up and picked up my stuff.
Don't stare at his body.Don't stare at his body.Don't stare...

No.Gosh those abs.I think I'm drooling.Why is his body affecting me so much?I've seen shirtless guys.Maybe not in real life but pretty close.

I left the room heading to the bathroom.

"Yazmin can we talk?"Carter asked.

"Sure."

It was so hard to concentrate on
what he was saying because all I kept thinking about was that sexy body of his.I know it was wrong of me but don't judge.

"Why have you been staring at me all day?"he asked.

Uh oh.Of course he noticed.Now what?

"I don't know.Maybe cause your a sexy guy"I shrugged acting nonchalant.

Carter smiled, genuinely."Thanks baby."

"I um I'm gonna-"

"You think I'm sexy?"

I nodded.

"What else do ya think of me?"

"I don't know I uh think your sweet,kind and you deserve someone who appreciates you."

Carter looked...kind of upset.
"I deserve you.."

My breath hitched."You don't.You want a girl who doesn't lead you on and who pays attention to you."

Carter leaned forward and bit his lip.I back away.Why is he leaning in?I don't want to kiss him.

"I don't want to Carter.Just give up on me. Don't like me any more.Move on.You are worth more than some old police officer."

"I want that police officer"Carter licked his lips.

"No you dont."

Carter sighed."Your right!Why do I keep trying?Its obviously not going anywhere!"He yelled.

"Im sorry but I'm too old for you."I wanted to be with him but I just can't.Not after how it ended up with my mom and dad.

"Of course."Carter shook his head in disbelief.

"Dont hate me.I just can't.Its never gonna work out."

"Why not!?!"

"Becuause I dislike you so much it drives me crazy!"I lied.

Carter jumped up and slammed me up against the wall."I'm sick of you acting like that towards me!You tell me you hate me but you ...I just know that you want me."

I felt my heart beat quick as ever.
All of a sudden I had this feeling of wanting Carter to bite my lips like he did last time.

"Well your wrong"I whispered.

"You sure?Becuase once I'm done.I'm done"Carter muttered.

"Okay.I'm sure."

Then he let go and hopped on the bed.

"Carter."I called but but he just ignored me.

"Carter!"I yelled.

Its been three days and Carter hasnt talked to me.I miss him.I miss his voice and his sexy smile.And he's slept on the floor because he doesn't want to be close to me.

I never felt more rejected in my whole life.And that'saying something. Because I've been on one date in my life.I watched as Carter flipped through a magazine that he found in the closet.

I sighed.Why won't he talk to me?

"Carter,I miss you.Why can't cant we just be friends?"I asked.Carter continued flipping.

I sat next to him on the floor.

"Carter,I miss you.I miss your smile and that laugh.I miss when you call me baby.I miss when you give me compliments on the things that I think are ugly to me.I miss you telling me how sexy I was.I miss you being you.And when I said sure I meant not thinking of me as more of just a friend."

Carter kept flipping through his magazine but I saw a smile flicker on his face.

"You don't know how much you mean to me.I uh...I like when you act like a dork by accident instead of putting on this act just to impress me.Carter your an amazing person.I know I'm not good for you but you make me feel important like I belong on this earth.No ones ever made me felt that way.And...I don't know what I would do if I didn't have that."I bit my lip,looking over at him.

Carter smiled at me."Good."

I smiled back.He got up off the floor and so did I.Then I gave him a hug.He squeezed back.

"Good who?"

"Baby.Its good baby"Then he hugged me again.

Aren't they just the cutest?
So I know people read my stories but is it OK if at least one person comments so I can update?
Or at least get a couple of votez
Thx Xoxo Nia