Lies C.H.

Chapter 32

Calum

Thursday-

I sat at her grave for a little longer in silence.

She deserves to be happy.

She is happy now.

But she's all alone.

Just like how i was.

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When I got home I felt even worse about myself.

You could have saved her.

She loved luke.

Its your fault she's gone.

Go kill yourself

No one cares about you.

Your better off dead.

Get it over with pick up the razor and cut.

No one will miss you

Keria never liked you.

She likes luke.

So did Sarah.

The words kept on hanging on to me.

I slammed m bedroom door shut and slid down the door.

My knees came up to my chest.

"She doesn't love me" I spoke as more tears came.

"No one does" I got out.

Went into the dresser and drawer and pulled out the same razor.

I looked down at the razor as I held it in my hands.

I missed everything.

I missed Sarah.

I miss keria.

I put the razor over the cut.

I pub the razor down and went to grab my Bluetooth speakers.

I put on The Script Nothing and I turned it all the way up, I threw my phone across the room.

I waked back to the dresser and put the razor over my arm.

The cuts where filling my left arm.

I didn't care anymore.

She does t love you