Becoming Kelly

Elemental Love

This is nice you guys! i'm writing chapters more often. UNF! So happy. My life seems to be turning around for the better and I will soon be leaving Florida. I'm moving to Texas and I could not be more excited.

I want to thank my family and my few supporters on here. You guys make me come back everyday. I've literally been at my laptop 7 hours a day for the last three days doing research on my new home and writing this chapter. I apreciate all of you guys who read this story more then you'd know. In the next few chapters i'll be revealing some secrets on Ethan and his family.

I'm listening to Best Coast as I write this chapter. I saw them in concert last year. Nostalgia. You guys. That's what this band is all about for me. I don't know if I like this band or not. I had a lover then though... Bittersweet time. Bittersweet music? Idek. This is my opinion. If your feelin' what i'm feelin' maybe you'll like it. Good stuff you guys. Go take a listen on youtube or something lol.

Lots of supernovas, kisses, and of course love,

Aurorainsync<3

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I could never understand the laws of attraction. I have not once been attracted to the opposite sex or anyone really, growing up. Now that I am on earth, any man with pleasant and symmetrical facial features makes me think about what his lips would feel like on mine or if I could be the one to make him want more out of a casual affair.

I mean don't you wonder if he is your soul-mate when you catch eyes with a stranger? They say that you never know who your meant to be with. What you think of someone, feel for someone, and how your body reacts can all be different. Sometimes in life, you just can't force these things. You can't force a connection and attraction. The things you feel and the things that race through your mind when you have that special person smiling, hugging you, and kissing you....

What is it about growing up on earth that makes you want to crave human contact so much??

Ethan seems to want human contact too. I see the way he is holding the brunette I saw him with on the weekend. I feel an enormous amount of jealousy run through me when I see them suddenly swapping spit so passionately in the cafeteria. I turn away soon after.

I know plenty of people in the Isle who got around but no one was so blunt about what was going on behind closed doors. PDA was not something you did with a person unless you were exclusively with one another. No one could possibly be interested in something concrete with someone they barely know.

This is all just hormones. Don't they understand that they are better off concentrating on something more important like their education. The attention they crave is only temporary. I seem to forget that too sometimes.

I look around nervously hoping no one saw me staring away at Ethan and the brunette. But everyone seems to be in their own world. Mace is sitting in front me very much in is own world too. He's studying my notes for our math quiz next period.

"I wish I could make you fall for me Kelly." Mace says in tone that suggests he is serious.

I widen my eyes at the words that Mace had just said. "Did you really just say that?"

"Yes, Kelly your beautiful and smart. You have beautiful handwriting. Your the one I've been looking for all my life." My face contours at the thought of being loved for such superficial things! Yeah, okay. This kid doesn't know what he's looking for.

"Very funny Mace." I say with a straight face.

"I wish you'd be clear on what you want Kelly."

"I don't know what I want maybe that's why I'm not clear."