Becoming Kelly

Suicide

Savior peered at me. "Its okay to be attracted to mortals Cycle. Many mortals have the honor of looking like Faeries themselves. Having relations with mortals is not exactly the most wise thing but it isn't looked down upon. We don't choose who we fall for and mortals don't either. Unless, you know, Amos sticks her nose where it doesn't belong."

"Its her job." I say, defending her. He is such a downer.

"Not exactly. Its her job when theirs prayers involved. But she over does it. Sticking her nose where it doesn't belong. she's a nuisance in the flesh."

"I hear a lot of resentment towards Amos in your voice." I say quietly.

"Well, Amos and I have been on earth for a long time. When I first got down here I didn't mind her being around me. Seeing as she was the only person I knew and I was the only person she knew. But like I said she's a nuisance. Its nice to have another Faerie in the Cali area."

"Cali?"

"California."

"Oh."

"Don't worry. you'll know all the hip words us earth walkers know."

"I cant hear you."

"What?" Savoir's words were whispers in my ears.

"Her voice is too loud."

"Get out of her head then."

"What?"

Savoir is yelling something but I can't hear him. All I hear is the beat of her heart.

Savoir starts to shake me. And starts to signal. He makes a 'come on' movement and his lips say come out.

I do.

"Okay, I'm out. I'm out. Calm down."

"Don't scare me like that. You could die doing that."

"What!?!"

"If the person your in dies while your in their mind you go up stairs with them or downstairs. Whichever way they are going. You have to watch out. Or worse you possess her body."

"She's going to die any minute. Come on." I jump out of the car and Savoir follows.

"What is she thinking?"

"She... she's saying she doesn't want to live anymore."

"She's going to kill herself."

"What?" I say.

"She's suicidal." Savoir whispers.

"What do we do?"

"We watch. Come here to the woods." Savoir grabs my left hand while I use my right hand to lift my dress up.

The woods were lush with green. Beautiful. The sunset made everything so magical. we sat on a log and watched. Savoir caressed my hand. "Beauty like this, is why i'm still on earth. Earth can be beautiful. It's no Isle. But the beauty you get on earth, beauty you see here is rare. It makes you appreciate it more. On the Isle of Vita everything is beautiful. The normal is beautiful. No appreciation after awhile, ya know?"

"Your right. Beauty here is rare. Its ... its nice. I could get used to this."

"I hope you do. I think you'll like it here. I surely do. Your planet is something else. Thats for sure."

"The wars, I mean, human nature will be something interesting to get used to."

"Yes but with knowledge on human nature, It wont be so hard. Everything will be up here." Savoir said pointing to his head.